Poem #50

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I wonder if I were prettier
Would he be sweeter to me?
Since my body would be smaller and cuter
Would he be more well tempered and loving?
He would be more scared to lose me and less nonchalant about making me cry
Maybe he wouldn't unload his bad days into me so often
Make me feel so worthless and so much like a nuisance
And I do realize most of the bad feelings are from my mind and I take full responsibility for them
But the way you treat me doesn't help in the slightest
What am I supposed to do?
You ask, most of time yelling at me
Nothing
Please do nothing
But know if you don't know how to love something right maybe you should let go
Just let go before it is too late
- r.b.

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