The Poems Of A Young Suicidal Girl

Poem #38

Have you ever heard ambulance sirens and hoped and prayed that they were for you.

Do you ever think that when they get there they will look at your lifeless body and the doctors will be utterly astounded because my god, this girl has been dead for so long on the inside you see she died long ago her heart gave out years and years ago she roamed the streets, a ghost that's all she was was a lifeless body wondering around hoping someone would come around and bring life with them but whenever someone came it wasn't to save her, no it was to destroy her even further every time someone new showed up they left and a small part of her would die all over again, time and time again yes the doctors would look at the young girl and question how she held out this long, wonder how she didn't end it all sooner, god why didn't she end it sooner.

- r.b.