The Poems Of A Young Suicidal Girl

Poem #34

Do you like me or not because I really need to know if you look up at the stars in the dead of night searching for constellations that resemble you and I, I really need to know if you dream about me and if those dreams are sweet and passionate or dull and unmoving I need to know if when you look at me and bite your lip, it's only friendly and not because it's taking everything you have to not pin me up against the nearest wall and press you soft lips against mine I really want to know if you pass by gardens and think of me when you see the beautiful budding flowers I deserve to know if your heart flutters when you see me smile and it aches when I frown I deserve to know if you have any feelings for me at all because it isn't fair to keep me outside in the dark when we both know it's much warmer inside with you

-r.b.