Falling For The Nanny

Chapter Eleven

Nicki POV

I gripped her blonde locs as she lapped up my juices, ravishing me like a starved man. I felt that familiar feeling in my tummy and I was about to release and she pulled back slapping me harshly making me ....

I jumped up from my sleep gasping. This had been my dreams every night since that night she came home drunk. I knew she was drunk cause I could taste it on her but I couldn't stop. It's like no matter what I said in my mind my body still surrender to her. From the moment she stoood in front of me I know I was in for it. But now it's been three weeks since that night. She's barely home, and when she home she locks herself away. I won't lie and say I hadn't shed some tears over it. But what can I do, I continued to do my job no matter what. But this weekend was my weekend off and that was cool cause Lo would be flying in. After what happened she said she couldn't wait until August so she was coming a month early.

I usually leave in the morning but because Lo wouldn't be landing until tonight and the kids wanted me to stay a lil longer, I'd lave when I gotta go to the airport.

"Oni?" Blue said coming to sit by me.

"Yes babygirl?"

"Are you and mama fighting?" That made me scrunch up my face.

"No my love why?" She shrugged getting all shy on me, making me tickle her.

"The tickle monster what's the truth." She giggled the whole time tryna run away.

"Y'all stop talkin to each udder." Very smart I swear.

"Oh no she's just bust and I'm busy with you guys." I smiled telling her the half truth. The whole truth was I guess I wasn't good enough. Or she probably thinks I'm some hoe or gold digger. Either way I'm done with it a cries for two weeks a with nothing understanding what I did. Fuck her.  I watched a few movies with the twins and she t was time for me to go. I gave them all kisses and told them they could date time me anytime they wanted. I think Tina would be watching them, which made no sense if Beyonce was gonna be home, but when I got out to the circle driveway I seen why. The chick was in her lap and they were going at it, basically fucking in front of the house. The sight made my heart clench. I just shook my head hopping in my car. I couldn't believe I was so damn stupid. Bey and I looked eye before I pulled off. I didn't get too far from the house before I pulled off and the water works begin to flow.

How could I be so damn stupid. So naive of me to think she was ever feeling half of what I felt when she looked at me or touched me. I took a deep breath wiping my face, I couldn't sit her and wallow in my sorrows I had to get Lauren. 

When I got to the spot where you wait for people and texted her I was outside. Not too long after was she coming out with four bags, this girl look like she moving. I got out and we happily embraced each other. Her hug definitely took away some of what I was feeling. She looked at me pouting.

"Do I need to beat her ass?" She question as we put her things in the trunk.

"No it's not that serious I'm just her nanny." As the words left my mouth, they slapped me hard.

"we is getting you outta this funk." She said as we pulled off making my way back home. Once there I helped her unpack while unpacking all my crap onto her even the last part where she had some girl on her lap in her car.