Falling For The Nanny

Chapter Twelve

Same night
Bey POV

"DAMN!!!!" I shouted internally watching her leave out the door. I didn't mean for three weeks to past. And I didn't mean for her to see me earlier. I fixed myself leaving out the bathroom making my way to the door being stopped by solo and Rih.

"Don't..."

"Leave her Bey."

"No im not letting her leave here with out talking."
I said shaking my head trying get out their grip.

"You are letting her leave. It's been almost a month leave her alone." Solo said shaking her head releasing me. We stayed for a while longer before heading out. I ain't wanna be home so I told them to drop me off at mommas.

Once in the house I went into the kids room climbing in bed with blue.

I was woken up by voices. Nicki's and my mothers in particular, making me jump up running downstairs but by the time I got there she was out the door getting in her car with the kids. I sighed closing the door.

"You fucking dummy." I turned looking at my mother

"Why I gotta be all that?" I asked following her into the kitchen.

"That girl love you and it's so obvious and we all see it except you. A month Giselle really???!"

"Three weeks." I corrected. Earning a slap upside the head. Damn that hurt.

"And it should. That girl done cried to me and her momma about you and that damn night. And if you ain't have no plans on continuing with you started you should have never done it." She said dismissing me.

The days passed by so quick and before I knew it , another whole week passed and it was August and I still hadn't spoke to her. Just small glances here and there, any room I stepped into if she was in it she left. This shit was torture, so I stayed at work, working a my new collection. The colors were punks oranges and light tones of browns and greens, something like sunsets in fall.

The day went on, and before I knew it, it was time for me to go home. In the drive home I thought about my life choices and how I needed up here and I ended up finding myself at Michelle gravesite. I got out the car after parking walking up the path to her head stone. I gazed down at the spot as tears pricked my eyes.

"Ugghh chelle what should I do?" I asked aloud like I would actually get an answer. I feel crazy cause in such a short amount of time everything felt right with Onika, sad to say even more so than it felt with my late wife. I stayed with Michelle for a while before getting up heading home. I went through the front cause I ain't feel like parking in the garage. Walking in I has hit with a sent of Italian herbs mixed with the sweet scent that has invited my senses since her arrival.

The power of two filled the air of the home as the kids gathered in the kitchen as Nicki cooked and smh, surprisingly blue knew the song too so safe to say she plays this a lot. The sight in front of me let me knew what I had to do. It's always Beene Biden she was gonna be more than my nanny but I fought that feeling tryna stay professional.

Rumi noticed me first walking up to me and I picked her up kissing her forehead. Nicki then turned and our eyes connected, she was tryna read me, the next song that played lemme know this playlist was for me. U by her played and again blue sang her lil heart out making Nicki and I share some laughter. I went to speak but she stopped me.

"After dinner and they're in bed." I nodded following her and the kids out the kitchen.

"How about bath and we watch a movie until dinners done." Nicki asked the kids earned excited yeses.