The bet

12: kiss

''practice? right now?'' i asked confused 

''yes now'' rosé said and sat behind the piano ''come on i wanna know if your really as good as lisa says'' i roll my eyes and take the electric guitar plugging it in, i check the strings not looking at rosé 

''what song?'' 

''hmm.. wildflower'' i roll my eyes

''sure'' 

she started with the piano and wow.. her voice is just beautiful, i almost forgot to play listening to her voice. i played while watching rosé's focused face when she opened her eyes and looked at me, she smiled.

as the song came to an end rosé smiled and nodded her head ''your good'' i just look at her for a second longer before nodding my head

''i know'' 

''cocky much'' rosé said standing up 

''says you'' 

''why do you always have to start an argument when we're having a nice moment like this?'' rosé asked a little annoyed

''i don't'' 

''yes you do!'' before i could protest she spoke up again ''yesterday i just wanted to help you be there for you but you just pushed me away like it was nothing and you were just rude for no reason!" she said raising her voice a bit ''your just acting like a bitch'' 

i took a deep breath feeling the frown on my face ''i'm being a bitch!?'' 

''yes your being a bitch jisoo!'' i put the guitar back to where it was ''and here you are running away again!'' i turn to rosé and walk towards her 

''you don't have any rights to tell me how i act or what i do when you don't even know half the things, fuck you don't even know me and you keep judging me every single day!'' i clench my jaw ''you call me out for being gay, you get mad at me for nothing, you accuse me of things i've never done and you make me feel things i don't wanna feel because i know it's wrong!'' i yelled at her, the last part slipping out but i was to angry to realize what i was saying

''seriously rosé! if there was one to be a bitch it's you, it's you for making me like you when i know damn well it's-'' 

i was caught off guard when she suddenly kissed me, my eyes slightly widened and i was frozen in my place and before i knew it rosé pulled away ''i'm sorry that was stupid'' i kissed her pushing her against the piano the keys making a horrible sound but who cares.

i kissed her gently, my heart beating so hard i swear it was gonna rip out of my body, it felt so wrong but so right. she put her hands on my waist. it feels so magical, i felt my whole body relax ,  i felt my heart beating  through out my whole body, her lips are even softer then they look and god she feels so good

i slightly pulled away before i'd get to lost in the kiss, i opened my eyes and looked at her a bit confused and.. lost? ''it's not stupid'' i said my voice coming out softer then i meant to

''this is wrong...'' she said as she put a strand of hair behind my ear ''i mean... it's not but you know-'' 

''you don't have to say anything'' i said cutting her off ''it's okay, i get it'' she shakes her head

''no you don't'' i got so lost in her eyes that i almost forgot to just listen ''you've made me feel things that i shouldn't but i can't help but... like it?'' i didn't exactly know what to do

''i have to g home but uhm... i'll see you later?'' she smiles and nods her head

''yes'' i grab my bag and was about to leave when i realized i didn't have her number yet 

''uhm you number?'' she raised her eyebrow ''phone number'' 

''ah.. right'' u hand her my phone an she puts it in 

''bye'' 

''yeah.. bye'' i walk out the door and quickly make my way out needing to take a breath.. i'm gonna tell kai i don't wanna continue this bet because i really, really like her.... it's hard to process but it's the truth and i can't deny that.