The bet

14: Abuse?

i was currently in class sitting next to jennie as both lisa and rosé were absent today, i really don't know why though cause neither sent me a text. I would've at least expected a text from rosé but i guess she didn't find it that important to inform me of her feeling unwell. 

but really i still need to find kai and tell him this bet is over because i'm not gonna continue this, i really don't wanna hurt her, i mean i'll just tell kai it's over with the bet and never say anything about it it might be lying but it's better then the truth to be honest. 

''can you stop tapping?'' i looked at jennie who had an annoyed expression on her face when i noticed i had kept ticking my fingers on the desk

''sorry'' i uttered and looked back out of the window when i suddenly saw two figures walking and laughing together... lisa and rosé. what the hell are they doing there? they called in sick for the first three periods, i'm also in 3th period right now so i only have like 1 fucking hour left. 

i looked and they were laughing and then they hugged, i looked away and felt a vibration in my pocket so i checked if the teacher wasn't looking when i saw it was mom

Mom- jisoo get your ass outside, your fucking principle called me. 

i swallowed a lump down my throat as i got up ''mrs kim sit down'' 

''i'm sorry but i have to go'' i grab my stuff almost forgetting my phone as i dash out of the room, i ran down the stairs and slowed down when i saw a teacher walking by but once he was gone i ran again. jezus fuck why did the principle call mom, why her out of all people. 

i i stood outside and looked around when i spotted my mom, i was out of breath, my chest heaving up and down.  i gulped as she saw me and she didn't look happy at all, not to mention she looks like a complete mess and drunk. 

i walked towards mom and she glared at me angrily ''i swear to god-'' 

''what the hell!'' i raise my voice ''your came to school drunk!?'' she rolled her eyes and laughed sarcastically

''will you cut the bullshit you ungrateful peace of shit and tell me where the prniciples office is, they should just expell you, you fucking brat'' i looked away wanting to cry, i'm so done with her ''HEY TELL ME!'' she yelled standing to close to my liking

''if you weren't so drunk-'' 

''good morning mrs kim- and jisoo'' the principle said and smiled ''it's this way'' i watched my mom follow the principle and stood there for a second before following as well 

we sat in the office and i just looked down at my hands 

''so i called you because i wanted to inform you about jisoo's grades'' shit ''she's gonna have to work harder if she wants to stay at school because like this it's not gonna work'' after a while we got out of the office and my mom dragged mout her grip as tight as ever, i winced and almost stumbled over my own foot. 

as we stood outside my mom basically held onto my wrist so tight i swear i was gonna cry ''your such a dissapointment!'' mom yelled and before i knew it she slapped me hard across the face

''your never there to help me!'' i yelled back at her 

''don't yell at me you peace of shit'' and another slap followed 

''go home'' i said feeling my cheek sting form the pain ''just... go home i'll do better i promise'' mom scoffed and walked off drunkily i looked down at the floor and sighed... i then heard the bell and decided to go back in.