Need a hug? (Hatefulhugs fanfic)

Vent

My POV:

I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MY FRIENDS
I HATE MY ATTITUDE
I HATE MY HABITS
I HATE MYSELF
I DESERVE TO DIE
I DESERVE NOTHING
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE HOW MUCH I SOUND LIKE A PICK-ME
MY FRIENDS ARE RIGHT
I'M WORTHLESS
I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE
WHY SHOULD I LIVE IF NOBODY CARES
DO I EVEN HAVE TO TRY
WHY DO I TRY
MY LIFE IS ALREADY RUINED
WHY DO I CRY
WHY DO I STILL FEEL PAIN
I SHOULD WAKE UP TO REALITY
I SHOULD STOP CRYING
I'M A CRYBABY
I'M SELFISH
I HATE MY MOUTH
WHY WON'T IT CLOSE
I HATE MYSELF
WHY ARE MY FRIENDS RIGHT
I HATE MY LIFE
I SHOULDN'T TRY
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE
I HATE SLEEPING
I HATE BEING PASSIVE-AGGRESIVE
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MY HABITS
I HATE MY VOICE
I HATE MY FRIENDS
I WISH SOMEONE WOULD CARE
I WISH I WAS A GOOD PERSON
I WISH I WASN'T A FAKER
I WISH I WAS NORMAL 
I WISH I CAN TRUST
I WISH I CAN BE SMARTER
I WISH I CARED
I WISH I CAN BE BETTER
I WISH I DIDN'T HATE MYSELF

(tysm for 3.2K reads, I never thought it would get this popular :D.

my other dandy's world fanfic is on moonflower, please read it or else the story won't make sense :( 

if you feel sympathy for me for some reason, this is what happened:

me: I HATE MYSELF

friends: omg stop being a pick me
wake up to reality
cry about it
womp womp
you're so short, why should i listen?
shut up 10-finger forehead

me: sorry...

friends: yea you should be
bro, sorry's not gonna do anything
omg stop acting like a pick-me
you just want to get everyone's attention
stop yapping ugly fat rat

idk i reported all of them on roblox except for my only friends who are supporting me

pls don't be on my side, it's my fault for yapping and stealing all the attention)