Keeping You Forever [sequel to Can I Keep You?]

Chapter 10 *part 1*

[ Zayn ]

"No. You're not going to do that. No.."

I blinked. Did he say no?

"W-what do you mean no?" my voice low and trembling. My hearts starts to speed up and I could feel anger rising up. He doesn't want me to pursue something that I like? It's my chance to find my own identity and to prove that for once, I can do something on my own and be proud.

"You don't have to do that babe. You have the cafeteria. How could you focus on managing that if you're busy with other things. Besides, it's not a profession. It's just a hobby. But the shop, you should take care of it. You're mom trusted it to you.." Harry said casually. He just continued eating as if what I said is not important. And you know what? It pissed me off. But still, I remained calm because we're in front of Sam and I don't want to scare him if I burst with rage.

My mouth opened but no words escape my throat. My grip tightened on the spoon I'm holding and just like Harry, I continued eating but purposely ignoring him when he makes small talks. I'm starting to hate him. I swear.

After dinner, I put all the dishes on the sink while Harry washed up Sam in the bathroom. I'm so tempted to smash something hard on his head. I walked upstair to our room, slamming the door shut with extra force so I felt the house rattle. But I don't care. I'm pissed. Fucking pissed.

I stripped down on my clothes and went to the bathroom so I could take shower to calm my nerves. I heard the door to our room creakes, I guessed Harry's now waiting for me to have a "talk". I took my time showering. Don't want to face him yet.

When I came out, only with the towel wrapped around my waist, I saw Harry sitting on the edge of the bed. He's only on his boxers and I could feel his eyes burning on my back but I didn't make any move to get closer to him or to talk to him either. Opening my closet, I rummage through my clothes, searching for a clean pair of pajamas and putting it on me. At the corner of my eye, I could see Harry watching me.

"Babe.." I heard him called in a low voice. I didn't answer. I picked up two of my pillows and tucked them on either side of my arm before heading outside.

"Babe. Why are you ignoring me?"

Again, I didn't answer. But I know he's following me. I walked inside the guest room and threw my pillows on the bed. I like to be surrounded with soft pillows so I could sleep well.

"Zayn talk to me.."

"I'm going to sleep. Leave.."

"What is the problem?" Harry hissed through gritted teeth.

Is he really asking me what's the problem? Really? How dare him! And now he's the one who's getting angry? Bullshit! It should be me!

"Zayn.."

"Shut up Harry! Just leave!" this time, my voice was a lot louder and I saw Harry flinched. But then again, he deserved it. He's selfish.

"What the hell is your problem?! Is this about that stupid photography shit?!"

"It's not stupid! I want to do it! I really do! Why are you stopping me huh?! You're so selfish!"

Harry glared at me. His fist balled into his sides and his jaw's clenched. "I'm not selfish. I just want the best for you. You already have the coffee shop. Why are you throwing it away just because of that bullshit!"

"I told you from the very start that I'm not interested in that shop. But you insist and insist and fucking insisted! I did it for you. But now that I want to do things on my own accord, why can't you just support me?" I glared back at him.

"The answer's still NO.."

"Well guess what, it's not for you to decide. It's my life. You have no right to stop me."

He opened his mouth, maybe to contradict all the things I just said but instead, he pressed it together, setting a thin line.

"You take over the shop if you want.."

"Fine. Do what you want." Harry turned his back on me, I could see his body trembling. Maybe with anger too. But hearing what he said next sets my blood on fire. "Obviously, my feelings don't matter to you anymore."

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end of part 1. 

Sorry I had to cut it there because I had things to do and I want to update something even though it's short. Plus I'm feeling shit because of fever and sore throat. Uggh >.<

I'll post part 2 laturrrr XD

Has anyone here know Ashton Irwin of 5SOS? He's soooo cute right? Ohmeged he's my new obsession ;D

anywaysss, back to business...

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