Keeping You Forever [sequel to Can I Keep You?]

Chapter 29

[a/n]
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It feels weird for me to put an author's note at the start of a chapter but it's required so yeah :D

this chapter contains some smexy moments so if ur not comfortable with that, I suggest you stop reading now.

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[ Zayn ]


I had a weird dream. A really really weird dream. I dreamt of Harry and I dreamt of kissing him. As creepy as it sounds, it kinda felt so real to me and I really liked it. It scaring me now how Harry can managed to take over in everything I do, even in my dreams -not that I'm complaining-.

It's a long time ago since the last time I felt his lips on mine and his touch burned my skin and I had to admit, I'm longing for it so badly but I know it won't happen again.

I decided to finally leave the room and made my way towards the hotel lobby where my friend's are currently having breakfast. Liam texted me to go there and so here I am. Early this morning, I woke up alone in the room (not surprising at all) with an upset stomach and with the most massive headache of all. Luckily, I found two pills and a glass of cold orange juice on the bedside table so I quickly chugged it down to ease the pain. Seriously, how much did I drink last night? I can't really remember and everything is a blur. I don't even know how I ended back here. I hope one of my friends helped me and not some stranger. Umm..

I reached the lobby and I quickly spotted familiar heads seating at a table not far from the window. Even the curly one is there. They were all laughing at something that Louis is saying. I walk towards them and plopped down on the seat beside Liam and across Harry. "Morning guys.." I chirped and they greeted me back, except for Harry whom I noticed is avoiding my gaze. My cheeks heats up as soon as I remember the dream. Oh God.

"How are you feeling?" Liam asked, nudging my sides.

I winced. "My head feels light but I already took some med so hopefully, i'll be fine."

He nodded then speak again. "Harry told us you that you were so wasted last night and acting like a crazy monkey."

Everyone chuckles and I huffed, shotting Harry a scowl. He rolls his eyes before dropping it back again on the food he's eating. Crazy monkey huh? Hmp.

Wait. So Harry saw me acting stupid? Why do I feel nervous all of a sudden? Did I do something to embarrassed myself? Oh no please I hope I didn't.

After everyone's done shoving foods on their mouth, they got up on their feet and  told me that they would change in their swimming outfits. Since Harry and I were not yet done, they decided to left us here in a very awkward silence. None of us were talking really and I really hope he speaks to me again just like what he did yesterday but Harry remained quiet while chewing his bacons and pancakes. Great.

Time to break the silence. I clear my throat in hope to catch his attention and luckily it did. His raised up meeting my eyes finally. "Umm.." How the hell should I start this? Harry lifted a brow. "So last night, I'm.....wasted?" I asked and he nodded. "..and I was acting crazy?" he nods again. "W-what did I d-do?"

He stares at my face for a while, as if he's studying me and I had to stop myself from squirming under his gaze. "Nothing." he said, shaking his head.

"Aww.. Tell me please?" I almost pleaded. I know it's not nothing, I can feel it. Maybe I did something that annoyed him that's why he's back on giving me the cold treatment. "Har--"

"You kissed me." he blurted out in a flat tone and I froze. I think all my blood just left my body and my mouth felt dried.

I....I kissed him? So it's not a fucking dream? I really did it?! Shit!

Words were all trapped in my throat and I can't bear to lift my gaze to see his face. All I want right now is for the ground to split in two and swallow me down to hell.

He's probably furious and maybe he's thinking that I'm pathetic or something.

Harry soon pushed himself up from his seat, muttering "I have to go" before he walks off.

My chest tightens and a tear slips on my cheeks even though I've been trying to stop it. I sucked in a deep breath and wiped my wet eyes before someone see me.

Harry is angry at me again. I'm so hopeless.


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I ruined my chance of being friends with Harry again. He's been avoiding me like I'm a disease and I hate it. Whenever I'm around, it's either he would pretend that I don't exist or he'd walk away. I know our friends can noticed the tension but they chose to not say anything. It's hurting me really but I can't do anything. It's my fault.

During lunch, he excused himself and went to answer a call from Zach and when he return, he has this huge smile and I felt a pang of jealousy. I used to make him smile like that but now, I doubt that.

They all decided to swim when we were done resting but I quickly told them that I kinda feel sick and that I want to sleep some more.