Frank's pov
I woke up to my phone ringing. It was Gerard, and I groaned as I picked it up, "Hello?" I paused and sat up as I realized he was crying. "Frank I.. I need you," he sobbed. "Gerard? Gerard, what's wrong? I'm coming over right now," I hurried as I pulled my blanket off and rushed downstairs. He tried to speak, but just couldn't stop crying. I quickly started my car as I started driving over to his house, trying to calm him down in the meantime. "I.. I- please I just need you so bad right now" "I know, I'm driving as fast as I can okay? Please, hang on for me," I pleaded as I started speeding, ignoring all the signs. It was around 5am, so there weren't many people around. I stayed on the phone with him, tapping my finger on the wheel impatiently as I stopped at a red light. "Frank I- I need to tell you something.. I.. I can't do it anymore," he choked out. My eyes widened as I felt my heart drop. I could hear the car behind me honking at me to go as the lights turned green, but I didn't care. We stayed silent for a moment as I tried to hold myself together and continue driving, speeding fast enough for me to crash in a ditch. I could feel the tears rushing to my eyes as I tried to speak, but nothing came out. "I just.. I can't live like this anymore. I can't do it, I can't.." he cried, sniffling. My car screeched as I pulled up infront of his house, knocking on the door gently.
"Please open the door," I begged in a low voice, trying to refrain myself from crying or sounding that way. I swung the door open the second I heard a click, hugging him tightly. I could hear him drop the knife on the floor, trembling. "I'm sorry.." he whispered, throwing his arms around me. I pulled him closer as I patted his head, putting it on my shoulder. "It's okay, you're alright. I'm here okay?" I repeated as I comforted him, letting him cry his eyes out. He didn't say anything and just kept hugging me tighter, sniffling. I carefully picked him up as he wrapped his legs around me, looking up. I placed him on the couch as I went to get him a cup of water. He was hesitant, but drank it. I put it aside before sitting down next to him. He put his head on my shoulder as I pulled him closer, letting him hug my arm. "I'm sorry I called so late I just.. I was spiralling and my mind was going blank and I-.. I don't know.." he mumbled, holding onto me tightly. I turned and lifted his chin to look at me, cupping his face. His eyes were puffy and there were still tears rolling down his face. I moved his hair to the side as I kissed him, rubbing his cheek with my thumb. "It's gonna be okay alright? Have you done anything yet?" "I.. met up with my drug dealer, Bert, again. I bought a ton of pills and drugs from him and got super high but I think I took too much.. I-I'm sorry.." he covered his face with his palms, his voice getting softer the more he spoke.
I sighed as I hugged him tightly, taking in a deep breath. He searched in his pockets for a second before handing me a small bag. "What's this?" "The drugs.. I'm sorry and I know I promised you I'd stop but I just couldn't anymore.. I didn't want to wake you up either but I then I started hallucinating and felt really paranoid. Calling you was a last resort, and I know you have to wake up early tomorrow so I really didn't wanna bother you-" "Shh, it's okay alright? Please don't be afraid to call me.. you know I'd do anything for you right? I don't care if the world was ending, I'd still find a way to get here just to be with you if you asked. I love you, okay? And I'm willing to do anything to help you," I assured him as he hugged me tighter. I took the drugs as I shoved them in my pocket. "Medicine stopped working.. I just feel so shitty right now I don't-.. I dunno.." he mumbled as he looked down. I didn't say anything this time as I stroked his back, trying to calm him down. We stayed quiet for a few minutes before he suddenly covered his mouth with his hand. "Gerard?!" I called as he got up and ran to the bathroom. I followed behind him, holding him tightly as I held his hair back. I watched as he puked out all the drugs and pills, gagging. I passed him some tissues as he cleaned himself up, slowing getting weaker.
We went to his room after and I tucked him in, giving him a kiss on the forehead. "No..please don't leave me.." "Don't worry baby I'm not going anywhere okay? I'm right here with you," I cooed as I cuddled with him. I held him in my arms as he shoved his head into my chest, hugging me tight. "I love you so much.." "I love you too, try and get some sleep alright?" "I'll try.." I kissed his head once more, humming. I could see his face slowly light up as he looked up at me. He giggled before pushing himself up to kiss me, connecting our lips. He purred as he snuggled up to me, giving me a small kiss on the neck. "Try and get some rest okay? Goodnight my love," "Goodnight," he yawned. I watched as he slowly drifted off to sleep, letting out a small sigh of relief. I knew I had to get up in the morning somehow, but I couldn't just leave him. I was probably going to miss it or be late, I didn't care. I shut my eyes as I hugged him tighter, falling asleep knowing he was safe in my arms.
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Oneshots (Frerard, Pikey/Petekey)
FanfictionSmut and fluff one shots. This story will be marked complete but I will continue to add more as there isn't really a "last chapter/ ending" unless I decide to stop writing one day. Enjoy!