Pain

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Kid's POV

NNOOooooooo! Soul I will end you! How could Name say yes to that asymmetrical garbage!? He doesn't deserve such an amazingly kind and smart and symmetric girl as his date! I fought back tears as I saw them walk into the Café together. Yes, I was spying on them and yes, I am hiding behind a bush with binoculars to do it. But in my defense, I DON'T WANT THAT BLACKBLOODED CREEP TO TOUCH HER!! I waited a while, all they were doing was eating and talking. Every time she laughed it felt like I was being punched in the gut. She was happy, she doesn't need me. I hurried home, fighting tears.

I collapsed on my bed, thoughts running through my head. She's happy, which means she's going to keep dating Soul and he's going to kiss her and hold her and they're going to get married and have little babies and...and. "Kid? Liz asked, what are you blubbering about?" N-Name! I cried, burring my face in my pillow. Liz sat next to me and rubbed my back, I understand. It hurts, it hurts so much you'd rather die. I wrapped my arms around Liz, burring my face in he shoulder I finally let go. I let the tears stream down my face, I cried for a good hour or so. Liz stayed the whole time, she didn't say anything just sat there, holding and comforting me. She was always like a sister to me and right know was no exception.

But she was right, I did want to kill myself. I know people would say I'm overreacting, but the truth was that I hurt her. We fought and I hurt her, it was my fault, my pride. And now she had found someone that made her happy, happier than she would ever let me make her. SHE WON"T EVEN LOOK AT ME! Where did that leave me? When I calmed down Liz left to go check on Patty who was left doing crafts. Not a good idea in my opinion. I turned on the radio. Boulevard of Broken Dreams came on, it seemed perfect for how I was feeling. I walk alone. I walked into my bathroom and pulled out a razor, popping out the blade I sighed. Liz, Patty, I'm sorry.

*Time skip*

Reader's POV

I was having fun with Soul so far. First we went to the Café, then the arcade, and finally we were in the music store. Soul was really good at playing piano but his guitar skills could use some work. We laughed and talked, Soul told me about his past missions with Maka and the others. In return I told him about my battles both, with and against Shadow. Soul laughed, you and Shadow are like brother and sister. I smirked, "what about you and Maka?" Soul blushed, hey. We're on a date remember? I shrugged, "I only asked because she was practically glaring daggers a you when you asked me out." Soul's eyes widened, she was!? I chuckled, "yeah pretty much. But if you like her then why ask me out?"

Soul laughed nervously, well I do like you. And a... ha. I, um... I kinda needed a practice date before I asked her.

I laughed, so I was a confidence booster? But what if I had said no?

Soul smirked, "please. Like any girl could say no to this." He gestured to himself. I rolled my eyes, yeah an arrogant know-it-all what girl could resist that? Soul shoved me playfully. Name! I turned and saw Shadow running up to me. Shadow? I asked, what's wrong? It's Kid, he gasped. He's in the hospital. He tried to kill himself. Soul and I looked at each other. Go, Soul said. I ran with Shadow towards the hospital. Kid, I thought, my heart breaking. Why?

Ok so that was waayyyyyy too sad! Sorry! My feels are dead too.

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