Delicate

together forever

☆: *.☽ Cassandra ☆: *.☽

"I was tame, I was gentle"

June 20, 2003

"No, definitely don't wear that," Veronica giggled as I held up a long sleeve shirt.

"Why not?" I frowned, "He said he likes this shirt."

"Because this is definitely a booty call," She sighed, "And that means you should dress sexy."

"I don't have anything sexy," I groaned, frustrated that my mam wouldn't let me wear cool clothes.

"Well, good thing you have me," She clapped grabbing her bag off my bed and dumping out the contents.

A bunch of clothing items fell onto the floor and I was instantly digging through them.

"Pick your poison, babe," She laughed, joining me on the floor.

"I don't know what I'd do without you," I grinned, holding up a tiny grey string top.

"Good thing you'll never have to find out."

I grinned because she was right. Veronica had been my best friend since first class and nothing would ever come between us. She was my other half and always would be.

"Roni, I'm scared to go to his house," I whined, "I know he wants to have sex."

I'd been to Stephan's house thousands of times but this time was different—we'd basically planned to have sex. If I didn't follow through I'd seem like a loser.

"It's going to be grand, Cass," She smiled, "He loves you and you love him."

"Do you think it'll hurt?"

"Maybe a bit. Sadie told me it feels painful at first but then it gets good," She explained.

I don't know why I was so afraid. I'd been with Stephan for two years now and I should've been ready but I wasn't.

I knew he wouldn't hurt me and I trusted him but there was something holding me back.
A feeling, maybe.

"When you do it, you have to tell me all about it! Don't leave anything out," Veronica squealed.

"Obviously," I giggled.

Tomorrow I wouldn't be a virgin.
Tomorrow Stephan would own every part of me.

I loved him, he deserved to have all of me.
Because we were going to be together forever.

Everyone knew it.