Life has been really good. Khathu is cast free now, he is now fully running literally. Him and his dad have been really good. I love seeing him and his dad fixing their relationship now we are a functioning family I'm so happy that we have such a great support system. Well my family are still cut out of my life completely. I stopped caring the only people I talk to in that family is my brother Scelo and his wife. my other sibling were forbidden to talk to me by their father so what can I do, I mean yes I miss them but ngizothini.
Let me hleba (gossip) with you guys quickly. So apparently the house that they had in waterfall is gone. They moved back to KZN and they are literally the laughing stock of eNewcastle. I mean I thought the Mulaudzis were joking when they said they were done with the deal. Because even Cele Logistics filed for bankruptcy. Was I not shook like bankruptcy yho! I feel bad because my siblings had to downgrade completely. I mean there is nothing wrong with that but the fact that I lived a really good life because of Cele Logistics. But life happens I guess.
Enough gossiping for today. Now back to us, so our wedding is next month both the traditional and white wedding. We are getting married in Limpopo mainly because of the logistics we wanted to have everything in one weekend so we are going to Limpopo. If it wasn't for Lily and her team this wedding was going to be myth for real. Like her services are top tier. And I have been vlogging the process. From food tasting, venue seeing, décor, my fiancé's suit fitting, our traditional attire, the grooms men and braidsmaids dresses, my wedding dresses, and my hair and make up artist. I really enjoy vlogging I can't wait to comeback to youtube.
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Lately I have been really sick not really but I have been sick. Like headaches, dizziness and I have been vomiting. Khathu has been worried about me he even forced me to go to the doctor he is coming with me. but I have to go to work because you girl needs to get this bag. I did my morning routine and head downstairs and find Khathu eating I greet Ausi'Busi shes really great btw. I greet everyone and give Khathu a good morning kiss. I take my sit and eat my breakfast ( granola, Greek yogurt, fruits and honey with a glass of water) i eat my food and chit chat with my man discussing our day.
" Oh baby I won't be able to attend the appointment I have a lot of meetings. And I have a meeting with a new investor so I won't make it." He tells me
"oh okay that's fine I'll go alone" I say visibly sad tears find threatened to come. I don't know what is wrong with me but I have been an emotional mess. A lot is going on.
"baby please don't be sad. I promise I would be there if I could." He says noticing my sad face. Then he kisses my check " please smile for me I don't like seeing you sad." he says making me look at him then he kisses my lips " please smile. You see now I won't be able to go without you smiling. " you are so beautiful, I love you so so much" he says then kisses me again. I give in and smile too.
"I love you too Khathu" I say. When he is happy with my response he backs his bags and goes to work.
After he leaves I go and get my stuff and leave. Later on today I am meeting with Lethu. I haven't seen her in a long time. Because tina siphakhathi inside emjolweni. Her and Mandla one of Khathus best friends are dating and it looks serious. They are so cute. What are the odds of our best friends are dating. I thought about something let me ask Lethu to come with me. so I text her.
(L-Lehtu;Z- Zinhle)
Z- Lethu.
L- Oh no, are you cancelling on me?
Z- Lol no. I wanted to ask before we go for lunch can we make a stop at the doctor then lunch.
L- why are you sick? Are you okay?
Z- It's a long story. But Khathu is forcing me to go to the doctor because I have been sick lately but I am fine chomi I promise
L- okay chomi. Should I come to your office or?
Z- I'll fetch you from your office it's fine.
She reacts with a thumbs up i drive to work
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(The doctors office)
Lethu and I arrived and now we waiting for the doctor. I hope nothing is wrong with me. I have a wedding in a month so this would dampen my mood. I am vlogging today just because. I fill out the form and wait.
"Zinhle Cele" they call my name and we walk to the consultation room.
"Hello Ms Cele how can I help you?" the doctor asked me, she looks so sweet.
" please call me Zinhle, but I have been feeling dizzy,vomiting and having migraines." I tell her
"do you perhaps know why you could be feeling like this?" she asked
" I think because i am under a lot stress because I'm getting married next month and the planning is a lot." I tell her
"okay, a nurse will come in hear and she'll give a small cup I'll need you to pee in it okay." I say yes and then nurse comes in and gives me the cup and I pee in it then they both come in.
"Congratulations Zinhle you are 4 weeks pregnant." She tell me and I just look at her like she is crazy and then Lethu screams. Then she tell me to lay down so we can do a sonogram. She puts the really cold gel on my lower stomach. And then starts then I heard my babies heartbeat. I began crying. While this is happening Lethu has been vlogging the entire time. She gave me the sonogram and gave me suggestions on which OB/GYNS I could go to.
" no it's fine we will discuss this when I come back with my husband. She agrees then congratulates me again then walks out I book the next appointment. We walk out to the car and drive to sandton city. The entire time Lethu is talking about how happy she is and excited I'm just surprised to be honest. I'm going to be a mom a whole entire mother. Damn that's crazy. I tell to keep it a secret. We first go to a couple baby shops so I can buy things so I can surprise Khathu. After that we went for lunch and we caught up. We ate and gossiped until we went back to work.
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Then entire time I was thinking about how I am going to be a mom. I have mixed emotions. I am obviously happy, scared, excited and worried what if I mess up. Let me positive and be in this moment.
