Yesterday after speaking with my mother in love, we went to get ready for the memorial service. It wasn't as emotional because it was mostly his business associates speaking about his accolades and some of his friends from childhood, university, work etc. what I go from today was that he was hardworking, rule breaker and well respected. Some of the traits my husband has funny enough. I mean yes it was emotional but not as emotional as it was when we went to go view the body it was a bit sad my husband tried to be strong but he did tear up a bit and all I could do was just to be there for him and be his pillar of strength. When we got home from the funeral home all he wanted to be in was my arms so we cuddled the whole night.
Today is the day of the funeral, to be honest I don't really know how to feel. I mean yes I am sad but we were not that close so yeah. I mean towards the end of his life he did try. I woke up at 4am because the cermony starts at 6:30am. I go to the kitchen in our rondavel house. The rondavel house has two bedrooms a TV and Kitchen. Its quite big for a rondavel house. I went to the kitchen boiled water to make hubbys coffee and some scones from the main house. After the water is done boiling I pour it in the mug I make the coffee, I put the scones on a plate then I put the coffee and scones on a tray. I walk to the room I find him still sleeping I put the tray on the bedside and try wake him up.
"baby wake up." I try waking him up softly but nothing this guy sleeps like a dead man. I try again "Khathu marn wake up!" he stirs a bit but goes back to sleep. Yho this guy is trying me. I use the big guns I lean down towards to him and connects our lips and he wakes up finally. " yho finally I thought you weren't going to wake up wena sir." I say pulling away from him.
" what time is it?" he asked stretching and wiping is eyes.
" it's 4:30 love. I made you something light to eat while I take a shower." I tell him, he look at the side table and saw the tray. He smiled "Thank you love. But why didn't you make yourself food?" he asked
" I'm not hungry as yet but I promise to eat after showering I promise." He gave me a disapproving look I went to the bathroom did my skincare routine, brushed my teeth, then took a shower. By the time I'm done Khathu walk in he kissed my cheek then went to brush his teeth. I am drying my body and I'm about to apply my body lotion and husband over here I stripping naked like his birthday suit is out. We are currently both naked in the bathroom as I reach for the tissue oil so I can apply to my growing belly. Khathu takes it away from me and pours some tissue oil in his hands and rubs my belly with the tissue oil. We do this every night before we sleep and when we shower together it's a way for him to bond with the babies.
When he was done he kissed my belly and then kissed my lips "I love you" he says then goes into the shower. I blush like a teenage girl. I walk out the bedroom I'm wearing my pink robe. I make the bed neatly and take our outfits for today. I lay them on the bed. I wear my glue less wig that I got as PR not so long ago. Sometimes I love being a content creator you get free things. I do a light face beat not doing to much with my face. As I finish off Khathu walk out with the towel wrapped around his lower body he gives another kiss on the cheek and then smells my neck then he groans. "Your natural sent makes me want to make love to you right now." He says very seductively in my ears then bites my ear a little bit. i close my eyes and take deep breathes to gain control over myself. He just smirks and walks and does what he need to do I get dressed into my outfit for today. I am wearing a long black dress that is plaited it semi tight like my belly is showing but it's a bit flowy. With my black blazer over my shoulder's with my YSL black heels and my matching YSL bag too. I am also wearing my Dolce and Gabbana Dg Amore sunglasses. And my gold Daniel Wellington gold watch set and my wedding ring as accessories.
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