Chasing Our Time | BWS FF

Chapter 1: Your Person

Na Bora POV

Music: U by Beakhyun

The dream is like a whisper in the wind, a fleeting brush against my consciousness. It's not as vivid as I thought it would be like all my other dreams – a cinematic replay of a bygone era. Instead, it's a sensation, a feeling so profound and familiar that I can feel my whole body almost floating.

It's a feeling of falling, not physically, but emotionally. A freefall into the depth of love, a love so pure and intense that it seems to burn away everything else. Yet, there is an undercurrent of melancholy, knowing that this love is destined to be fleeting – a beautiful but tragic dance with time. Standing on the beach, I hear the water crashing by the shore as the wind blows through my hair. A man, tall and lean, stands in front of me. I can't see his face clearly as the sun shines behind him but there's a feeling at the pit of my stomach, clawing its way out. I try to squint my eyes in hopes of seeing him clearly but it doesn't work. Instead, I see a red bar on the right side of his chest, like a tag or something.I don't know why we're here together but there's an emotion, a raw, aching longing, etching on my soul. It's a feeling that transcends the space between us.

He reaches his hand out for me to take but my body won't move – my breath shakes as I try to call for him but there's no sound. I feel my lungs taking up so much air, preparing for my next move but nothing happens. I feel my whole body jerk up and I find myself on the floor, by the side of my bed. My whole body shakes at the dream as sweat drops from my head. My back feels sticky like I've been running the whole day under the scorching heat. As I lay here, my heart pounding, I wonder about what just happened. I've been having this dream for the past few months now, always with the same feeling and never seeing the person right in front of me. What could this be? Who could this be? And, why does it always feel like this? Taking a deep breath, I stand up and sit at the edge of the bed, slowly catching my breath. I wipe my face and feel a warm and wet stream on the side of my face. I cried? I cried. Shaking the thought of everything, I stand up to get ready for work.

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The studio hums with a low, steady energy. The air is thick with the scent of freshly brewed coffee and the soft glow of the studio lights cast long shadows across the polished floors. As I adjust my headset, a nervous flutter pulses through me. Today is the day. The day I would be hosting a live radio show, featuring two famous couples who have weathered the storms of time and emerged with love intact. Glancing at the script, a meticulously crafted outline of questions and topics. But, I know the real magic happens in the spontaneous moments, the shared laughter, and the heartfelt confessions. Taking a deep breath, I try to quell the rising anxiety.

"Alright, let's go." I mutter to myself, a surge of determination releasing from within.

Yeondu raises her finger from the back of the booth that she has begun the broadcast and that we are live.

"Good morning, fellow risers. This is Na Bora coming to you live from the Yes or No FM. Today, we are visited by two of the most famous rising sensations that have touched the hearts of many. Let's welcome in Jinny and Jin."

As the couple in front of me smile wide, their eyes sparkle with love as they look at each other before greeting through the microphone.

"So," I began, "Just like every broadcast, we always start with a question answerable by Yes or No. Here we go. Are you ready?"

They look at each other again before interlinking their hands and placing it on the table. "Yes!"

I laugh at how cute they are together. "Thank you Jinny for our first yes today."

They both laugh at my statement and I'm happy I've already gotten them to feel comfortable.

"So, tell us," I pause. "What's the secret to a long and happy marriage?"

Jin chuckles, his voice filled with affection. "Well, it's all about finding that perfect balance. You've got to give and take, compromise when necessary, and always, always, communicate."

His wife, Jinny, nods in agreement. "And, never forget to appreciate the little things. A kind word, a gentle touch, a shared laugh – they can make all the difference."

Their words resonate with me, simple yet profound. I realize that true love isn't about grand gestures or sweeping romance – it's about the quiet moments, the unspoken understanding, and the unwavering commitment to one another.

"What advice would you give to couples just starting out?" I asked.

Jinny smiles, her eyes sparkling with wisdom. "Don't rush things. Take the time to really get to know each other, to build a solid foundation of trust and respect."

Jin chimes in, "And, never stop dating. Keep the spark alive. It's so easy to get caught up in the routine of life, but it's always important to make time for each other."

They both nod together.

"But," Jin continued. "I must say, taking your time is really important. But, for me, I also think it matters to chase your person once you feel that he or she is the perfect one for you. The first time I saw Jinny, I knew she was the one for me. I haven't even spoken to her yet and she's never even seen me but I already knew she will be the woman in my life. That smile got me."

She laughs at her husband's statement and lightly pats him on the arm. "Stop lying to them."

He laughs. "It's true. She doesn't always believe me when I say this but it's true. That's why I say this with my heart now. If you know she is for you, don't let the day or night or moment go without trying because you never know you might just miss the opportunity of a lifetime."

As the show progresses, I listen intently to the couples' stories, their laughter, their tears, and shared dreams. Their unique journey echoes a common theme: love is a choice, a daily commitment, and a lifelong adventure. They continue on about how they met and where they went for their first date. Soon enough we're talking about their wedding day, the feelings felt before that bug day happens.

"I remember being in the room alone, wearing my gown and the people just waiting for me to come out to the living room so that we can already head to the church. I remember sitting at the edge of my bed, clutching onto my chest. I was so nervous. I couldn't breathe but all I could think about was how I would be when I saw him waiting for me down the aisle. All I could think about was how I will survive that walk without just running to him and getting everyone over with because I love him so much I want to be married already." She laughs with embarrassment but her husband just caresses her hand as she speaks. "I was just so anxious but in a good way. I just didn't know how to survive the whole thing without crying."

"She did survive though. That's why we're here now." Her husband comments and Jinny and I laugh at him.

By the end of the show, I feel a sense of peace and fulfillment. I had not only hosted a successful radio program but also gained valuable insights into the nature of true love. I realized that love was not a passive state but an active verb, requiring constant effort, understanding, and forgiving.

As I walked out of the studio, the city lights twinkled in the distance, casting a magical glow over the night. I can't help but smile, feeling a newfound hope for my own future. Perhaps, one day, I too will find that special someone, the soul mate who would share my life's journey.