Psychos Can Have Children Too

Chapter 21

"J-jason?" I stumbled back. A headache forms again. I trip on my rifle I threw earlier and fell to the floor. My vision blurs.

Rob- Jason, is quick to help me up. I take his awaiting hand and stand up, stumbling slightly into him.

"Marah, you're sick" he says as he touches my forehead with his hand.

"And you're...Robin!" I yelled, pushing him off of me. The sudden movements made my body ache and I groaned.

"I almost killed you!" I scream, mostly at myself. Realization dawns on me that I almost killed the man I love. The thought alone makes me want to cry. A lump forms in my throat and I suppress a sob.

Clutching my stomach I fall to the ground in pain, moaning as the nausea takes over.

no no no this can't be happening! not now!

"I know and I'm so sorry for lying to you" he says and tries to help me up again but I smack his hand away.

"You were the one who told bat freak we were coming!" I raise my voice angrily and his jaw hardens. He nods and I can feel my body shake with rage.

Crawling over to my hand gun, I grab it and aim it at Jason. My hands are trembling with uncertainty.

i love him. i can't kill him. what am I doing?

I slowly lower the gun to my side but keep my hard stare on him.

"Marah I-" he was cut off by batman barging in, Joker held in a head lock and Ivy trailing behind him with Harley tied together with vines.

"Batsy this is no way to treat your dearest- what the hell are you doing Marah!!" Joker yells at me.

shit, how am i going to play this out. if i kill batman i'll never get Jason to talk to me. killing Jason is already out of the question. shit shit shit motherfucker.

"Oh, hey daddy" I say and weakly smile. He scowls at me.

"Ivy I thought we were friends!" Harley screeches and Ivy gags her with a vine. "Hey honey" Ivy says to me and kisses the top of my head, making her way next to Batman.

"Robin" Batman says calmly and instantly Jason is at my side, clutching my arm in a death grip.

Everything is so confusing. I look around the room, trying to make sense of everything. A panic look takes over my face as I realize the next move is all on me.

"Marah, I know you must be overwhelmed right now. But just let Robin take you somewhere safe and we can help you" Batman says to me and I almost give in.

My body is throbbing with pain. My vision isn't working correctly and I feel like i'm going to get crushed by the weight of the world.

i can't.

"No!" I yell and push Jason away, aiming my gun at him once again.

"Yeah! That's my girl!" I hear Joker.

"Shut up!" I angrily yell at him.

My emotions are all over the place. I don't know what to do anymore.

Harley tries to say something through her gag but no one can understand her. Ivy gives me a sympathetic look.

"Marah, honey just come with us. You'll be safe" she reasons but I can't give in.

I shake my head frantically. "I can't Ivy"

"Marah"

I swing my head over to the direction of Jason, my gun still trained on him in a tight grip.

"You don't have to prove anything. Come with me" He walks a step closer and Batman gives him a warning look. He shrugs it off and steps right in front of me, taking my gun slowly in his hand and dropping it to the floor.

"I love you"

I break. All of my emotions come tumbling out like I was erupting. I fall to my knees in front of him, hands covering my face as I cry.

He bends down and pulls me into a hug, rubbing my back soothingly.

"What!" Joker screeches at the top of his lungs. I look up. Batman smirks at Jason and Ivy is secretly freaking out. Harley gives me a 'do what you think is right' look and I weakly smile at her.

"I-i love y-you too" I say, hiccuping in between words. Jason smiles and wipes away the tears that are still falling.

"I was hoping you'd say that" he whispers then leans in and brushes his lips against mine. I lean in and crash my lips against his. In that moment, everything made sense and I knew what I had to do, as much as it was going to hurt me.

I pull away and nod my head at him, pecking his cheek before grabbing my gun and standing up. I sniffle and walk over to where Joker is next to Batman.

He is fuming. You can see the steam coming out of his ears.

"I'm sorry" I say quietly and press the barrel of the gun to his head.

"You bitch" he spits out. A tear runs down my face.

"Marah, you don't need-" I cut off Batman with my hand.

"It has to be done" I say, choking on my sob. I look over at Harley to make sure this is what she wants. She nods her head as confirmation.

I suck in a deep breath. "Thank you for raising me daddy, I love you"

"Go to hell"

"I'll meet you there" I smile and so does he, I bend down and kiss his head.

"Bye" and I pull the trigger. The gun drops to the ground along with his lifeless body.

Jason comes over and pulls me into a hug from behind. I lean into him and close my eyes.

And then I wake up.

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