Almost Fireworks, Almost Darkness

|17. Is he busy?|

"Why would I push you?"

He heard her whisper against his neck and broke the hug. She opened her eyes in daze only to quickly close them again and she felt her entire body hot as he took her lips in a kiss.

She clutched onto his shoulder tightly as she let him take control. If not for the wall behind her, she would fallen long back. The kiss was warm, soft and had her feel knots and butterflies inside her. 

He caressed her face gently feeling her lips. He broke the kiss and she opened her eyes. She gulped a little and stuttered his name as he ran his lips on her neck. "Now you know why you should push me?" he murmured. She arched her neck closing her eyes as he bit her neck and the back of her hand met the wall as he intertwined their fingers sliding her hands on the wall.

He left her hands and she gasped as his hands slipped inside her saree. She once again felt his mouth against hers. She held onto his shoulders tightly, she moaned inside his mouth when his finger dipped in and out of her belly button. His hands stopped at her moan for a second and then he started to do it continuously enjoying the way she was melting in his touch.

She made muffled noises inside his mouth at the sweet torture his fingers did to her. She tried to break the kiss but his mouth refused to leave hers, he pulled back after sometime and licked his lips while she was breathing heavily.

She hugged him tightly. He gulped and hugged her caressing her hairs trying to calm down his desires.

He broke the hug and kissed her eyes. "I love you", she murmured and he smiled pecking her lips, "I love you", he said back.

She giggled as he continuously kissed her cheek. "Chodo, I will make dinner", she said playfully and laughed as he slightly bit her ear.

"My legs are paining Sanskar", she said childishly and smiled as he lifted her in his arms. She stretched her hands out switching on the lights when he crossed the switchboard. He placed her on the sofa. "You just sit and relax", he said and she couldn't stop smiling and giggling as he continued to kiss her eyes, her chin, her neck and her hands. 

She pulled him closer holding his collars and placed a tight kiss on his cheek. She smiled brushing her nose with his. "I love you", she said pinching his cheek. "I love you I love you I love you", she said increasing the volume of her voice and he chuckled seeing her so happy. "I love you too", he said softly and wrapped his arms around her while she gladly cuddled to him.

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The next day passed in the blink of an eye as they spent time together. It was sunday and they were supposed to go out but they were all cuddled up in bed as Sanskar refused to leave her. "Mr. Maheshwari, leave me I need to give my rent", Swara said pretending to be annoyed but secretly loved all his attention and affection.

"Well I just changed your rent", he said getting up a little and she laughed as he pinned her wrists to the bed. Her eyes closed as he took her lips in a kiss. They broke the kiss breathing heavily, he tried to kiss her again and she gave him a naughty smile trying to get out of his grip. "Let me take my rent", he said cheekily and she laughed as she fell back in his embrace.

She took a pillow and threw it on him. Their laughter echoed in the house as they ran around, cooked dinner together, watched movies or simply talked random things all tangled in each other's embrace. They didn't make love yet but got closer and more obsessed with each other.

It was night, while Sanskar slept peacefully holding Swara. She lay on his arms with open eyes, Sanskar would be gone the next day. No matter how many times she told herself everything will be fine in three weeks, there was a daunting fear inside her that someone might take her happiness away from her anytime. A guilt kept arising that Sanskar has to lose his family for her. Why does she have to be unlucky? And why does her love has to lose his family too because of her?