10/1/23
Lately, I have been giving my care and myself away like it's Halloween candy.
Lately I've been trying to help her, him, them get up from the debts of their own minds by giving them pieces of my own.
Lately trying to save anyone how needs it has left me drained.. yet, not keeping it up means losing beings around me..
Why?
Because lately, that's the one and only thing I am good for.
Lately, I've been feeling their pains more intensely.
Lately, crying seems impossible.
Lately, it hurts to hear someone going through anything close to what I know left scars on my soul.
I try to save these someones, I don't even know - just make sure no one I meet has to live scars identical to mine.
Lately, the pain from then is too familiar.
Lately, it's been hard to take a breath.
Latel,y sad songs have become my kryptonite. That is if I can listen to the melodies at all.
Lately, music is annoying.. overbearing.. yet, I can't stop listening.
Life became surreal so fast, I forgot to catch my breath.
They say there is a difference between being lonely and being alone, I'm not lonely but I've never felt more alone.
Lately, all I see is people living their lives around me and I'm just trying to catch up.
I can only hope that this Lately, will not become my always.
YOU ARE READING
The Sunflower diary
Poetry(..How to live with heartbreak) This book holds all my thoughts put into potentially good poetry. I'm hoping you'll like it and even empathize with it. Have a good read :)
