4.3/24
today I caught myself in the mirror eating a chocolate bar. I started crying. I felt bad for the reflection.. That it had to eat because it was being punished.
after seeing tears in the eyes of my reflection, I wondered why I thought that. and I remembered.
Food is punishment. or so I told myself.
I wish I knew back then that I deserve more than that, that food is fuel and I'm still learning but that is the truth. And if the world didn't end when I was 13 just because I ate a chocolate bar, maybe it won't end today.
And I wish somebody told me that then. so I'm telling myself now.
YOU ARE READING
The Sunflower diary
Poesia(..How to live with heartbreak) This book holds all my thoughts put into potentially good poetry. I'm hoping you'll like it and even empathize with it. Have a good read :)
