I've always struggled to keep a clean room. If something can't be perfect, then what's the point. Which kind of encompasses my entire existence. I don't try to socialize bc I'm not perfect at it. I quick hobbies or ideas of crafts bc I'm not perfect at it first go. But ik it takes time to learn and grow to be good at things. You can never be perfect. That's unrealistic. Nobody's perfect. Thank you, Hanna Montana, for teaching me that. But idk I've just never felt good enough, and I guess the thought of well if I'm not good enough for people then why do I even try. But I forgot along the way that it matters to me. I want to do the things I enjoy as well as suck at things or be good at things, but if I don't try, how will I ever grow. And I guess I've been in a stasis since I was a child bc of this. And now, at the grown age I am, I don't wanna feel like that scared little girl anymore. I've come a long way, don't get me wrong, and I'm proud of myself for that, but I guess I needed to hear it to do something about ya know. Maybe say it out loud a few times to real cement in I'm great. I know my heart is pure, and learning new things can be hard, but continuing at it and improving can be accomplished.
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On My Mind
RandomI just wanna write what's On My Mind and hopefully, you relate, or maybe you have advice for me. Which I'd really appreciate. As another fellow human, I just wanna say I love and support you for who you are. Whatever you're going through, however t...
