Anyways, after much needed learning. I became more like my younger self, before depression and growing up with bad influences happen. I become more empathetic in nature, and more serenity to my days. From my more artistic pursuit, to wanting to pursue charity work for the rest of my days, I do not care about the pay that much. However, I have now aspirations to open an international organization to help Am Yisrael all around the world, and more learning materials for Bnei Noachs(Noahides), I also aspire to build many places of study + prayer hall for Bnei Noachs to study and to pray in, following Jews in separating male and female. Since, I have also learned about intersex people, I believe there should be a room for them to pray as well. For studying, I believe Noahides should be joined together, unless they prefer smaller groups of people.
The problem is finding Rabbis or knowledgeable Noahides to teach these groups of peoples.....Anyways, enough of me sharing my aspirations and ideas for the future to come. Let's move on to my journey along the way! ☺️
I told my parents that I believe in Judaism, overall it was alright. Even if my mother called Judaism fake....and still force me to wear her idolatrous items. I secretly prayed to the Adon-i, I apologized for praying to Him in filthy places, not worth His Majesty, because I was in distress and in suffering, depression and tears filled my face, hoping that I could be out from my parents' home.
The Adon-i has answered my prayers a couple times, from hiding my prayers to Him, to hastening my recovery of my left knee.
These instances proved to me that HaShem is very much real, all the other gods that I have served, has never answered me at all, nor do they put me in peace or serenity in moods like my faith in the G-d of Yisrael.
Soon, once the Messhioach arrives, He would be the G-d of all those with the share of The World To Come.
Do not fear, children of Noach. The righteous among us with have a share in the World To Come. So there is no need to convert to Orthodox Judaism to have a share in The World to Come. Our G-d is just that He allows every righteous of the nations to also have a share.
This is our G-d, who is ever so kind and compassionate that He allows non-Israelites to have a share in His eternal Kingdom on earth. For this, we should sing praises to Him, for every miracle that he performed, and for providing us with sustenance throughout the days ahead. We should also thank Him for renewing creation each day, bless the foods and drinks on your table by acknowledging Our Adon-i's sovereignty over the worlds.
A good habit to do is to write down on a piece of paper, everything you are grateful about, thank HaShem for all that you have written down. Baruch Hashem.
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Goyim Study Guide
SpiritualThis is a guide for new righteous goyim(Noahides), how to pray, live their lives according to the 7 commandments of Noach and the 13 Principles of Faith by Rambam/Maimonides.