Slenderverse[creepypasta] Encounters and Research

ENTRY #17: ISOLATION

This isn't really a proper entry, it's just a distraction to help ease my mind. Though...it still has some information in it. You won't really miss much if you don't read this. I can't belive I'm writing more entries when I should be sleeping-.

As the days head on, I find myself becoming really paranoid. I'm aware of every little thing that happens around me, and I don't like any of it. I've been jumping at any noise I hear, specifically people knocking on my door, and my phone ringing. I haven't gotten much sleep, nor do I plan on sleeping at all tonight. I can't when the bad feeling in my chest has gotten even worse somehow.

The place I'm currently staying at has a fire-escape that leads to the window of the room I'm staying in. Typically at night I'll hear someone climb up it, and even tap on the window quite a bit, that's if they don't go pounding on the front door late at night.

There's just been a lot going on...they've been showing up so rapidly that it's hard to keep track. Shit...fucking beeping sounds....those...I completely forgot that I used to hear those all the time in my old house. The one where a lot of this stuff escalated in. My mother also would hear it. She nor I could ever find the source. I'm pretty sure I just heard it. It's like no matter where I go, that shit follows.

What doesn't help is that someone keeps logging into my shit and even texting my one friend, his messages are broken though so he can see when someone texts him, he just cannot see the texts himself.

I'm not even phased at this point. I'm too numb to care. Nah...I'm kidding, I do care. I'm terrified. That's why I haven't left my house as much in over 2 weeks now. I'll go to school but that's bout it.

I know isolation from people isn't the way to go, but what do you expect me to do? I'm too paranoid to go on walks, plus it's been really cold lately anyway.

I've already tried telling people about the whole breaking in situation[obviously leaving out the Slender parts], but nothing has been done about it. I suppose they cannot do much when it happens anywhere I go no matter what.

Some nights I can handle this better than others. Right now it's getting to the point where every night just sucks. I sound really pessimistic right now-.

I'm sure I can get through it though. I have for years. I can take on anything they throw at me. I ain't giving up that easy. Doesn't matter whether they plan to kill me or turn me into a proxy, I'm standing my ground for now at least.

I'll update you if anything happens this night. It will hopefully be a calm night. I know I've said said three times by now but uh have a good day everyone.

[UPDATE: I suppose I should've included this in the last entry, but I forgot about it. I've noticed that sometimes when I look in the mirror or a reflective device, my reflection isn't exactly...normal. When I look at myself it almost looks like my eyes are missing[or just pitch black] and I have no mouth. This has happened more than once no matter the lighting. I don't know if it means anything or not. I just figured I'd mention it.]