After everything that has happened, I have realized two things...trust no one and isolation is key. My therapist says isolation is not a good way to solve things but I think it's working splendid. Maybe not for my mental health but I haven't had as many experiences lately. That doesn't mean that I haven't had any though. I haven't hung out with anyone for weeks on end and I only leave to go to school. Other than that...I haven't left the house. I can't. Right when I step out the experiences get worse and I feel so watching my every move. It sucks....it really does. And I know that...maybe some day I'll lose my friends thanks to these things....I'm no Saint but I have morals, these beings do not have morals. Habit's already killed animals close to me and other things...I...I don't want anyone else to get hurt.
Sometimes I ask myself...well maybe this is what they want, isolation. For me to isolate myself...but I don't care. It seems to work, in a way. Man...should I even be writing an entry right now...? I should probably be sleeping. But I know falling asleep won't end well.
I'm still pretty pissed at Habit for the whole cat situation....speaking of Habit, I think I've had an experience with it again. I mean it wouldn't be the first time that I've encountered that thing possessing someone.
I recall it being late at night and I was eating a cookie. And then suddenly, I hear a knock at the door. Obviously it was already strange that someone was knocking on the door late at night but I decided to get up to answer it. When I reached the door, I noticed that there was an ungodly amount of purple tint running through the cracks of the door from outside. They didn't say anything...just knock knock knock. I decided to not answer it. They went away and it hasn't happened since. I'm not sure who it was, but the purple tint gives a good hint of who it might have been.
Hopefully everything will calm down and I'll feel safe enough to leave my home more often. I also hope I'll stop feeling weird as well...stop feeling lightheaded, mind foggy, head hurting, and getting strange urges that I cannot control. Perhaps things will get better...highly doubt it though.
Well that's it for today, I bid you all farewell for now.
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Slenderverse[creepypasta] Encounters and Research
ParanormalA book that consists of both my past and present encounters with both Slenderverse and Creepypasta entities. If you choose to read this then I'm sure you know what to expect, once you get into this mess, you cannot get out which is the unfortunate p...