"Every beat of my heart echoes your. Name; loving you is the most thrilling diagnosis I've ever encountered".
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𖤐Evan Oberoi is a cardiologist. "He knows how to cure hearts but also knows how to...
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It's been four days since Evan left for California for his work he says that he will return in a week and maybe two. I was so sad that he was leaving but I didn't let him know that. I don't want him to leave his work for me. So I let him go and now a short time is feeling like a decade without him.
I slept alone, and sometimes I was afraid it was normal, right? Yes, it is. I used to sleep alone in France, but I never felt alone. My dad used to go on missions for months, and I never felt alone, but now I am feeling.
I have no mood to do anything. Every day, I make food, but it turns out to be disgusting. So, in the end, I ordered the food from the restaurant.
Yesterday Tara made dinner for us, and it was so good. I am feeling awkward that I can't cook, not for myself even.
I am sitting on the couch munching my chips cause I have no other option. Tara is in front of me, making her second. The clothes are on the floor. She is cutting the clothes by doing measurements. And here I am, looking at her with an interesting face. She has so much focus that she refuses to have chips seriously, how can someone refuse to have chips?
It's been five months since I got married, and I am not feeling cause everything is the same. Nothing changed. The only thing that changed is that I got a family. A sister and a brother a husband and a mother.
"Can you have me that chalk"?
"Oh yes"! I take out a chalk from the box and break it into two. I put one in my mouth and gave her another half. She gave me death glares, and , I smiled.
"You are doing great"! I say, and she smiles.
She has a silk fabric in her hand and she is trying to make something unique. I saw her sketches and that was amazing.
If the dress turns out to be good, she will give it to me so I can wear it to my party. Let's see what will happen.
The sun is peeking out from the large glass windows and her dress is shining on another level. She has focused since morning, and now it's already evening, but there is still work left.
How many days since he is going to come back? Can I say that I am missing his presence around me? I am dying to eat the food he makes. His presence gave me the warmth in the cold winters.
He left that day, and since then, I have only talked to him once on the call. Why? Cause I will not be able to find the flour. That was a bad excuse to talk to him. That day I slept while talking to him on the balcony.
And in the morning I find myself in the same place. Strange cause whenever I slept somewhere other than my bed. I find myself in bed in the morning. But he is not here. Sucks.
But there is the benefit of his absence that I can wear my favourite nighty. I used to wear it. But I never wore it in front of me. Why? What if he thinks that I am trying to seduce him? I think he will not think like that but my mind is.
