Y/n Mayers 36
Rza Mayers 2
Riot Mayers 1Rogue (Ty'Kim) Mayers
Rebel (Ty' Kimra) Mayers"Robyn I'm not about to keep talking about this with you foreal."I chuckled shaking my head sitting in the floor after walking into Rza's room. The boys were playing with building block. I was hoping if I came in here she would stop talking about it.
"Baby please just one more. You don't want a girl?"She said sitting beside me grabbing my check.
"I didn't say I didn't want more kids-
"That's what it seems like."She said as I sighed.
"Baby-
"Dada here."Rza said handing me a block as I took it placing it ontop of another. He thought it was the funniest thing ever giggling. That didn't last too long as Riot decided he wanted to run through the tower.
"Riottttt."Rihanna warned as he laughed.
"Why you do that man?"I said as Rza threw a block at him making him fall.
"Stop, both y'all man for nobody built nun round this mf."I said shaking my head before turning back to rih.
"Baby I do want more kids. But you heard what the doctor said, it's not safe baby you could die. Now we could look at other options like a surrogate..."I started as she mugged me.
"I want to have my own kids. I could've died the first two times. Nothing about childbirth is just safe, nothing is just rainbows and skittles."She said as I sighed scratching my head.
"Okay I understand that but Robyn the doctor is legit telling us the chances of you dying is at an all time high, that don't fucking scare you? And then what I gotta raise our kids with out they moms? Or better yet what if our baby die with you? You really wanna risk that? I can't live with that."I said more so to my self.
"Y/n-
"Robyn drop this for real. I'm not contributing to it. You wanna kill ya self go ahead. Just not with my Sperm."I said harsher than I wanted before getting up walking out of the room. She was low-key high key stressing me out about all this.
She not even thinking about nothing else, she just want to have a baby without thinking. She don't understand how big of a role i play in this if it all goes wrong. Yes it's her body her choice but damn do a not get a say in making sure she being safe as well?
I wasn't feeling it. I was brought out of my thought by my phone ringing.
"Hello?"I said answering the phone slightly irritated.
"Y/n are you busy?"Doctor Bryant said just as Rihanna came into the room going to say something as I put my hand up.
"Nah doc what's up?"I said as she signaled for me to put it on speaker for I did.
"Are you around anyone?"doc said
"Yeah, my wife. You're on speaker."I said
"Oh, Hi Robyn."She said
"Hey, doctor Bryant. Is this about our concerns on the baby stuff?"Rih asked
"I'm afraid not, this is about Rakim."She said as my heart dropped. My brother has got shot 3 times when standing outside on a block in Harlem with some of his guys. He had been up and down health wise in the hospital since.
"What do you mean?"Rihanna asked before I could.
"I'm afraid I have some bad news, I'm sorry but Rakim just passed away 30 mins ago."She said as I damn near dropped the phone as rih took it.
"Nah, no, no, your lying man."I said to myself putting my head in my hands. As Rihanna looked at me sadly. I knew she was trying to be strong for me cause that was practically her boy bestfriend, hell she met him before she met me. I met her through him. But this was my brother...my brother. And he was gone.
"U-um Doctor we'll have to call you back-
"I'm sorry but that's not all. I need you guys to come up here."Doctor said interrupting as I shook my head.
"I don't want to see him like that..."I said lowly as I cried silently and Rihanna grabbed me and wrapped her arms around me.
"It's not about that...um you know I've been you alls doctor for years. And Rakim didn't want me to tell you, and I'm not supposed to but I can't help but feel I need too. Rakim got this young lady pregnant, now I don't know the full story but I know he said that he didn't know that she was an addict. And when she got pregnant he said he tried to get her to do better but she wouldn't so he was going to take care of The kids...and now that he's not here..."She paused
"We'll be there in a few." Rihanna said lowly.
"Okay, again I'm sorry y/n, my condolences."Doctor Bryant said before hanging up.
I instantly broke down in Rih arms as she held me.