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Y/n 'Jenn' Carter
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Blessed Amen Carter 3
Y/n POV
"What's up Shae?"I said as she opened the back door unbuckling Bless.
"Hey jenn."She said as bless woke up seeing her auntie.
"Tete Shae!"She said as I smiled my baby so cute.
"Hey baby girl. You ready to get your hair done?"Shae asked as bless nodded and she picked her up closing the door.
"What you doing?"I said as Glo grabbed my hand stopping me from opening the door.
"I want to talk to you."She said as I blew my breath.
"What now? I know you ain't finna keep talking bout this beauty supply air freshener shit-
"No."She said turning the music down as I looked at her confused.
"Then what ?"I said sitting back grabbing my blunt out the console.
"You think I'm a bad mom?"She said softly as I looks at her busting out laughing, lighting it blowing on it.
"Wait you deadass? My bad. Where this coming from?"I said
"Never mind you think shit funny."She said grabbing her phone throwing herself back in the seat.
"You wildin' no I don't think you no bad mom for real where you getting this from?"I said taking a couple pills before offering it to her as she took it.
"Because how you acted today. The shit you was saying made it seem like I'm a bad mom or some. I'm just trying to make it. I ain't like these other hoes.Yeah I was smart but I was bad as hell up in school. I start skipping you know how that go. And I damn sure don't do hair or side hustles. I'm trying to make it by doing what I love, rapping. And when can't nobody watch my baby, she gotta come with me. So I'm sorry but she was good, she was fed, and she was minding her buisness not even knowing what was going on. I didn't have no niggas round she could even hear the music."She said passing it back as I nodded letting her vent.
"Baby mama I'm not mad at you for that. But you could've called me and told me and let me know. I know this shit hard . I know I live in New York and you way out here but she coulda flew to me. I coulda flew out here. You gotta tell me shit like this so I can help you. When you made the decision to keep our baby, I know you doubted but you know she gone be good regardless. And you know you mad good at this rapping shit I support you. But I don't want my daughter out there with you, gloss, and teezy nem twerking. I just can't get down with that . Next time call me beforehand and I can help you. Stop tryna do this shit alone."I said passing it back as she looked at me tearing up.
"Don't start that shit yo."I said laughing as she threw up the middle finger as I wiped her tears.
"Thank you baby daddy."She said as I wiped her tears nodded.
"You know that song you sent me?"I said as she nodded.
"Tomorrow."She said passing it back as I confirmed.
"What if I can get it to touch cardi ears? I know you wanna do this shit by yourself but it don't hurt to have her bumping yo shit real talk."I said as she smiled.
"Nigga what? Of course. I'll never block a blessing, you see what I named my baby."she said as I looked at her crazy as we bussed out to laughing.
"You mad corny. Cheesy as hell on bro."I said as I let the seat back more as I laughter died down and we sat in silence a little.
"You wanna come back to New York with me?"I said as she looked at me eyes low.
"When?"She said
"Today my heart."I said
"What for?"she said questioningly as I smacked my teeth.
"Ian know I needed a reason."I said blowing out smoke as she took it rolling her eyes. "Plus my baby want you to come."I said
"She do...Or you do?"She said as I decided to be bold. Fuck it.
"I do. I want you to come to New York with me."I said
"Baby daddy ion know . If I go with you I know we gone fuck. Ion got time for that."She said as I chuckled.
"Since when was that a problem? Youn like fucking me no more or something?"I said
"Fucking come with feelings. I can't fuck on no body I'm not feeling."She said
"So you ain't feeling me?"I said as she kept quiet before continuing.
"That's the problem...I am."She said.
"So what you saying?"I said
"Out of respect for myself and knowing my willpower I can't go we not together I can't do that and I damn sure can't give my baby false hope. She already be asking why her friend mama and daddy together and hers not. I don't want no more confusion ."She aid
"What if we don't got too?"I said
"What?"She said sitting up.
"What if me asking you to New York is my way of asking you to try again...with me. I want our lil family to work."I said
"Stop playing y/n"She said laughing stopping When she saw I wasn't doing the same.
"I'm not playing."I said lowly.
"Okay."She said
"Okay?"I said
"I'll go to New York with you."She said as I sat up.
"Word? Gimme a kiss then."I said thinking she was lying before she grabbed my chin giving me a glossed up kiss as I wiped my lips.
"I hate that shit."I said as she chuckled.
"You finna get my hair done now? I can't go to New York like this."She said as I rolled my eyes.
"I was do that anyway why the fuck you think you in the car? Now go check on my baby and see if Shae ass braiding too tight. I'm finna go get some to eat you want some?"I said as she nodded.
"Get me a 5 peice combo honey hot koolaid to drink. Get bless some chicken tenders and fries with a hi-c. "she said as I nodded already knowing that's all they ass eat.
"Ask Shae if she want some too ill be back."I said as she got out going to closed the door as I stopped her.
"You forgetting some? Lil thick ass."I said as she rolled her eyes giving me another kiss closing the door as I sped off again.
