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Miah Pete-Collins 3
Megan POV
"You want to go in?" I bent down and asked Miah letting go of her hand as she shook her head.
"What's wrong mommy?" I pouted sadly as Miah burst out into tears and i immediately picked her up walking away from kellon, Farris, and y/n's room for privacy as she cried in my arms.
"Calm down momma it's okay to cry but you gone make yourself sick princess."I warned trying to be strong myself as her tears wetted my shirt.
"Breathe baby girl."
"I want my Daddy!"She wailed breaking my heart.
"I know baby ...I know."I said sadly rubbing her back as she finally reduced to silent tears and sniffles.
"Can you tell me how you feeling? huh baby?"I bounced her wiping her tears as she whined.
"I don't want daddy to go..."She cried.
"I don't either baby. And I know you're hurting, I know it's unfair, but she'll still be watching over you every step of the way. It's okay to be sad mama, it's okay to cry, it's okay to get mad, but not for long... because she doesn't want you to be sad, to cry, or to be angry. Daddy loved you and she still does.Right ?" I said as she nodded putting her thumb in her mouth. Usually I would make her remove it because it's unsanitary and gives me the ick but I understand she needed it right now.
" You still don't want to go in mama? It's okay if you don't want to baby we can just stay out here." I said as she nodded and I began to walk back.
"Y'all ready? We don't have too—
"We're okay."I nodded strongly as Miah just disassociated herself, sucking her thumb with her head on my chest. I hated my baby was hurting.
Soon as I we walked in Miah lifted her head up staring at y/n as I stopped to make sure she was okay it she continued crying silently at the sight.
Where as for me I couldn't bear being the strong one anymore as I broke down as well. This was the last time I was going to see my baby and it was like this. I barely wanted to live if it had to be without her. The only thing keeping me here was Miah. I can't do that to her.
Miah tried to wipe my tears as they kept falling, so she decided to give my a kiss for comfort which made me smile. She smiled back softly showily nothing but snaggled teeth as I sat down with her in my arm besides y/n bed. We had about an hour until they pulled the plug.
So I decided to finally talk to her for the last time, Farris and Kellon nodded at me for extra support telling me to go ahead. As I breathed in heavily.
"Y/n, I can't believe we're here, fading this unimaginable pain. I'm holding our miracle baby in my arms while watching a machine help breathe for you to keep you alive, and it hurts." I paused wiping my eyes. "I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders and guilt is heavy on my heart because I feel like you wouldn't be here if it wasn't for me. I never wanted Miah to see this kind of hurt. To feel this kind of pain. No innocence should be corrupted this young and it is so unfair." I choked on my words as Kellon rubbed my back. I grabbed her hand lightly, feeling as if she was ever so fragile.
"I pray for strength— for myself, for Miah, and for you because I know this is probably killing you as well. I ask for peace for our broken hearts and healing for our yearning souls. I want Miah to grow up and know you loved her. And that she's still protected by you. I want her to know love, to know joy, and to know peace.i hope you can um I hope you can hear me. I want you to know that your fight hasn't gone unnoticed. You've shown so much resilience, and I admire that. I pray for your comfort and for bid to guide you towards the light through all the darkness. I pray we hold onto the memories we've created, and the hope that one day we'll all be together again. I love you so much y/n..."I ended the prayer with no tears left to cry.
"You want to say something baby?"I asked Miah as she sat up.
"I love you daddy."She said lowly as I could've sworn y/n squeezed my hand.
"What's wrong?" Farris asked as I shook my head.
" I'm tripping." I said lowly to myself. " say it again baby." I said to Mimi.
"I love you daddy."she smile saying it louder this time as my hand was squeezed harder.
"G- Get a doctor.." I said hopeful. " she squeezed my hand." I said in disbelief as Kellon rushed out and I cried happy tears breaking down.
