Thuggin' Love

Chapter 4

Desean POV

"Desean....DESEAN! YOU GOTTA GET UP!" I heard a woman's voice, and it sounded like she was struggling with something. "Mama? Is that you?" I said struggling to keep my eyes open. "Desean sweetheart, can you just stand up for me?" said another woman. She sounded heavenly. Almost God - like. "Mom...I missed you. Why did you leave me like that?" I said with a defeated feeling in my soul.

"I just needed some rest my dear. But we'll talk about that later. I need you to stand up for me, and I'm not asking you. I'm telling you. Ok? " mother said with a glimmer of hope in her eyes. "Fine" I said. "I love you my son. But hurry Desean... hurry get up now. Desean get up...DESEAN HURRY! GET UP NOW!" mother said as her voice slowly started to sound like the other woman's voice screaming at me. "DESEAN HURRY! THEY'RE COMING!" Shayna cried out while dragging my body. I don't know how she managed to pull me this far, I'm way bigger an she is.

"UHH FUCK!" I screamed staggering to my feet. "OH THANK GOD! WE GOTTA GO LIKE NOW!" she screamed as she pointed to the two unknown men running our way. Oh hell nahh. I'm not dying tonight. "Here grab this I said handing one of my guns to Shayna. "WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS?!" she screamed. "Shoot them" I said slowly staggering away. "Whaa...WHAT!" she said beginning to cry harder. "Stop all that fuckin cryin! Do you wanna live or do you wanna die?!" I said grabbing her face with both of my hands. "I wanna live but..." she started but I cut her off. "Then shoot!" I yelled. She closed her eyes and fired three bullets, missing both men by a long shot. "WHAT THE FUCK YO! OPEN YOUR DAMN EYES AND SHOOT!" I managed to yell before nearly collapsing to the ground. There was so much blood coming from me I could barely see straight.

Shayna finally emptied the clip. And everything grew silent. I got up off of my knee, trying to regain my balance as I walked over to her. She'd done it.. She killed them both. I watched her as she stood there shaking and crying. "Shayna..we gotta get..." was all I could say before coughing up blood. "OMG, I gotta get you to the hospital!" was all I heard before blacking out again.

Shayna POV

I've been sitting in this cold ass waiting area of this hospital for about 4 hours now. I'm drenched in Desean's blood. And I can't stop shaking. I keep replaying the events that had taken place a little over 4 hours ago. I killed someone.. I killed two fuckin people! I'm going to jail for life aren't I?! Why did I ever let Lisa talk me into going out tonight? *gasps* "OMG LISA!!!" I cried out loud, shaking the rest of the people waiting to find out if they're loved ones were dying or not. "What am I going to tell her parents if she's dead?" I whispered to myself. Why am I still even here? I barely even know this guy. Sigh.. why does all of the bad shit happen to me?

"Family of Desean