Thuggin' Love

Chapter 29

Shayna POV

"How are you feeling beautiful?" Jax asked as he ran his fingers through my wild hair. "Ok. I guess. I miss my children. When can I go home?" I asked with pleading eyes. He sighed and asked, "Why do you wanna go home? Do I not treat you well enough?" He asked back.

"No that's not what I said Jax. You're a nice guy from what I can tell, but I just gave birth not too long ago, and I was taken away from my babies. As a mother, this hurts me so much. I feel so depressed" I said sighing.

"Well.. what if I go and get your children? Will you stay then?" He asked as if I had a choice in leaving, when we both knew I didnt. "No... I don't want them in harms way" I said. "Who's going to hurt them here? What are you trying to say?" Jax said with a growing attitude.

"You saw what Latasha and Tanya did to me when I first got here. I don't trust them around my kids. Look at what Latasha did to her own child! Abandoned her to die!" I refuted his statement. He nodded in agreement.

"Well what can I do to make you happy baby?" He said bringing his face directly in front of mine, while his hand stroked my cheek. I looked down playing with my fingers. He took his hand and lifted my head back up so our lips could meet. He kissed my lips so passionately, like he has done so many times before. But this time was different. I kissed him back.

I would be lying if I said there wasn't a strange connection between us. I don't know what it is. Yes, I do find his sex chocolaty ass very attractive! Who wouldn't?

He laid me back on the bed and kept kissing me. He pulled my oversized shirt off, exposing my uncovered breasts and pink thong i had on underneath. He began to kiss and suck on my neck. I knew I was going to have a hickey. Then he went down to my swollen breasts, but I stopped him.

"Wait, there's still milk in my breasts, I don't think you wanna do that" I said to him. "Girl I don't care. I wanna taste every fiber that your amazing body creates" he said taking one of my breasts into in his mouth. I moan out. There was some movement and noises coming from downstairs but it didn't stop him. Must be his workers I guess.

He pulled his pants down and exposed his erected member. And at that moment I was snapped outta this trance he put me in.

"No I can't do this" I told him. He looked at me like I was crazy. "No! You're going to give it to me! I'm tired of playing these fuckin games with you girl! I'm really here trying to love your ass but you makin it hard for a nigga like damn!" Jax said getting upset.

"I love Desean Jax! And you know this!" I told him. He nodded his head and said, "Well I don't give a fuck" as he ripped my thongs off then pinning my down to the bed.

"STOP! GET OFF OF ME! PLEASE DONT DO THIS!" I screamed. "Shhh.. I promise you'll love me after I'm done" he said then slowly pushed himself into me. The pain took over in the first few strokes. I remembered my doctor saying to wait 6 weeks after birth to have sex. Its only been 4 1/2.

BOOM!

The door was kicked in. And there stood my savior.

Desean ..