Thuggin' Love

Chapter 5

Desean POV

As I sat at the bench looking out towards the water, a figure walks past me. Unidentified female. She wore a beautifully made white dress. She slowly walked towards to cliff looking out to the water. I continued to stare at her. She seemed so familiar. Something drew my legs up from under me, and made me walk to her.

We stood together in silence until she decided to speak. She sighed and began talkin. "Look what you've done to yourself Jr. I wanted a better life for you, but the game drew you in to deep. I guess there wasn't anything I could do about it, it's coded to be this way in your DNA. But I had hope for you. I don't want you to be here, it's nowhere near your time yet. I know it was hard to lose me, but i am so much more happy here. I can no longer feel any pain. Your father is somewhere out there, hurting that he is the reason that i am here. But back to you. You keep pushing the odds, I keep getting you out of these bad situations, but Sean hunny, I'm not always going to do that for you. I'll always be with you but if you wanna live this fast lifestyle, you have got to think wiser. And boy, I know you better carry yo ass to Sunday service. I taught you better than that. You know you'll always have a place here with God." I stood listening to her speech. "I just miss you so much mom. I hurts not having you with me, it hurts not having any family to turn to. I feel so alone and unwanted at times that I make bad decisions" I confessed to my mother. "I know baby. You just need some stability in your life. Like..... a beautiful girlfriend! And I know exactly who that should be" Mom said smiling like a school girl. "Ugh, who mom?" I asked aggravated. "That wonderful young lady that's been coming to the hospital to see you for thar past few weeks". "The past few weeks?! How long have I been out?!" I asked scared. "About 3 weeks son. I know it hasn't felt that long, but time doesn't really move here" she said. And who is this young lady that's been checking up on me while I been out? I gotta get up outta here to check that out.

"Well it's time to go my handsome son. And remember, you need stability sweetheart. I love you, forever and always" mother said as she began to fade away. "Nooo mom! Come back! I love you too much to let you go again!" I yelled but it was too late. Some time shortly after, my heavy eyes opened to see blinding bright lights, hearing beeps of machines. I tried to move, but the pain was way too much to bear. I turned my head to the opposite side of the room to notice that there was a body laying on the sofa in my hospital room. The woman's face looked familiar but I couldn't really get my eyes to focus. I tried to move again and made a loud grunt as I winced at the pain that surged through my entire body.

I tried to make enough noises so that this mystery figure would hear me. As if on cue, she shot up and ran over to to me. I was finally able to see her face clearly. It was Shayna. But why was she here, sleeping on the sofa?

Shayna POV

I heard some moving around, so I decided to open my eyes and our eyes met. I ran over to him so quickly that it kind of startled him. I was happy that he was awake. I still needed answers and I needed protection. Last week his boys came in here, wondering who I was and why I was there. After I told them the entire story, they saw that I was shaken up. I've been getting death threats sent to my phone after that night. I'm so afraid and this is all his fault. He made me do this , and now I have to suffer for his dumb ass decisions. I barely even know this nigga!

"Oh good you're finally awake. Are you ok? I'll call the nurse" I said turning around, but he grabbed my hand. I turned back to look at him. He tried to talk but it sounded as if it hurt too much to do so. I could make out some of what he was saying, "Why are you here?". "I'm here because I need answers and I'm afraid! I've been getting death threats after that night. You brought me into your mess, I never asked for any of this! I'm scared that someone is going to kill me or my grandmother. And you need to do something about this Desean" I said as tears started to fall down my face. His hardened facial expression loosened.

"I'll do what I can Shayna. Go get my phone. I'm going to make a few calls. While I'm doing that, get the nurse. A nigga in a lot of pain." Desean said. "Will do" I said walkin to his belongings, handing him his phone, then going to call a nurse. I hope he can protect us, b/c if I happen to die because of this nigga, imma haunt his ass.

I went home around 7 p.m to change out of my clothes that I had been wearing all day. I knew G-May was out at bingo. That woman is so competitive I swear. As I unlocked the front door and pushed it open, I had a bad feeling inside of me. I opened the door all of the way and seen all of the wreckage. The house looked as if a tornado went straight through it. "OMG THEY KNOW WHERE I LIVE!" I broke down crying. I can't go to the police about this, they might know what I did. I took several pictures on my phone and sent them to Desean. He told me that he was sending a few people over to get me and G-May, to take us to a safer place. And he was going to have a cleaning crew over to fix the house up. That's the least his ass could do for us. Now I just gotta talk G-May into coming along with me to this "sanctuary" Desean had ready for us.

"Damn ma, they really fucked yall shit up huh? But don't worry, my man's gone fix yall shit up" an annoying voice said behind me. I turned to be facing this white boy, with tattoos on every inch of his exposed skin. I cam tell that me and him are gonna have some problems. "Really nigga? Look just get my grandma's place fixed up. And get us to safety, cause this shit is just scary" I countered him. "Fasho ma, I gotchu" he said walking away to meet some guys that just pulled up in some vans. I took that time to walk to our bedrooms and pack some clothes.
(Picture of Chris at the top)

Chris told me to take his car and pick up G-May. Desean texted me an address to go to. After 30 minutes of driving, we pulled up to these huge golden gates. I told my name to the guard and he let me through. I drove up the long drive way then parked Chris' car. I know you're wondering how I convinced G-May into coming with me, I just told her that I won a sweepstakes and we won a months vacation at this expensive house. Dumb? I know but I had to think of something.. We got out and walked into this house. My god this house was gorgeous! I think I might actually love it here. G-May went straight for the kitchen. This lady here, I swear. I took some time to look around. Could it be? Is this Desean's house? I mean I thought the boy was selling reggie but it was obvious I was wrong. He must be moving some serious shit to have a house this big. I ventured upstairs into a room that I guessed was Desean's. Ughh eww there was some crusty ass thongs on the floor and a bra on back of his door nob. I'm not even going to say shit b/c I already know how this nigga get down. I can tell that this is going to be a long ass month.