Thuggin' Love

Chapter 11

Shayna POV

A week later

We had just gotten back in from G-May's funeral. Desean made sure to have everything set up perfectly for her. Everything was beautiful. I mainly just sat and stared at her casket, wondering why she kept this secret from me for so long. She knew that she was going to die, so why wouldn't she save me the grief and tell me a long time ago? So many questions were looming over me. Why? Just why? I have no one now. No known family. I have no one...

I walked upstairs and sat on my bed thinking about my next move. I can't stay with Desean anymore. I actually can go back home to G-May's house, but , I don't know. There's just too many memories there.. oh GOD what to do?! For now, I'll just try to chill out for a while. After all, today is my 18th birthday. Wow, I actually buried my grandmother on my birthday. Smh. I gotta stop these thoughts. Maybe this shower will help with that.

After I was done showering and finding some clothes to put on, I decided to go chill downstairs for a minute. As I began walking down the stairs, I heard a bunch of voices and laughs. Desean must have friends over. Hmm. I need a snack anyways.

I ignored all of the people in the living room by walking straight by them going into the kitchen. I reheated some left overs and decided to go back to my room. Just as I was about to walk back up the stairs I heard some whistles and "Gahhdamnn's" coming from Desean's company. I frustratingly turned around and saw all of those guys that were here before when G-May made pancakes. I just rolled my eyes. I don't have the energy to deal with they dumbasses.

"Yall need to chill the fuck out with that shit yo!" Desean snapped at them. "My B bro" Chris said. I smirked at Desean an tried to walked away but he stopped me. "Yo Shayna. Um I don't want you just sitting in the house, sulking about this. I want you to come out tonight, after all it is your 18th birthday" he said smiling. Wow he knows my birthday?! "Sure I'll come out. It is better than just sitting here wishing she was with me" I accepted his invite. I looked at the time on my phone, 7:45. Lord I gotta go get ready!

We pulled up to the club around 11, damn we're late as hell! I know we not getting in free. We got to the front and walked straight in, skipping the line. Damn. Desean got it like that? As soon as we walked on the dance floor the DJ and crowd yelled, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAYNA!". Omg! How do they know that it's my birthday?! I looked at a smiling Desean and gave him a big ass hug. "OMG! You did this for me?! Thank you so much Desean! This means so much to me" I said just before passionately kissing him then walking away. I looked back at him and saw him looking dumbfounded. I giggled to myself. Damn he looks sexy tonight. I might just have to "thank" him for all of this later. Aha! (Picture of Shayna and Desean at the top)

I heard someone calling my name. I looked around and saw no one. They kept calling me. I looked up and saw Lisa and our other friends; Jessica, Keisha, Rhonda, Selina and Aimee. My bitches was in on this too! I ran up to V.I.P where they were and hugged all of them. We was looking bad as fuck! "Girl you lookin gooood! Them hips lookin wider too. Desean must be giving you that good dick huh?" Lisa said making all of us laugh. "Look, I ain't even gone front on him. He know exactly what to do with it. And tongue game is on FLEEK bitch!" I said while jumping around. "What's on fleek again?" I heard a someone say right behind me. They were so close, that every word sent chills down my spine. I turned around to see Desean staring down at me while biting on his bottom lip. Damn thus nigga gone make me do some thangs to his fine ass. I blushed at him, and sat down.

"So how long were you eavesdropping?" I said to him. "I know exactly what to do with it huh?"  he said putting his hands on his hips while rolling his neck, acting like a ghetto female. The girls started laughing. The rest of his friends walked in to see him standing like that. "Man I knew yo ass was gay. I be seeing the way you look at my BAWWDYY!" Chris said feeling on himself. I'm gonna pee on myself laughing if they don't stop! "Man even if I was gay, I wouldn't want yo Rocky Dennis lookin ass!" Desean shot back. "IF YALL DONT STOP IMMA PEE ON MYSELF LAUGHING!" I shouted between laughs.

A few minutes later my song "Rude Boy" by Rihanna came on. "Oooooo shit!" I said getting up with my glass of ciroc in my hand. I started dancing and singing.

Come here rude boy, boy can you get it up?

Come here rude boy, boy is you big enough?

Take it, take it, baby, baby, take it, take it

Love me, love me

I called Desean over to me and we walked out onto the dance floor. I started grinding on him. I felt his "friend" get hard. I got him right where I want him.

Desean POV

She grabbed my hands and rubbed them over her body. Damn this girl got me going crazy in here. She better stop playing with me before I start fuckin her right here on this floor! Got a nigga all hard in shit. And in PUBLIC!  Nahh she gone handle this shit tonight. She gone get this work.

We chilled in V.I.P for another hour or so. I can't take this shit no more! She bouta let me up in that! "Shayna let's go home. You got me all horny and shit up in here. That tight ass dress witcha titties sitting right. Grinding on a nigga and shit. I can't take it no more!" I begged her. Damn I've never had to beg a bitch for pussy before. This girl just don't know what she do to me.

"No" she said.  No? The fuck is a no? I don't know what the fuck that word means. A nigga like me not supposed to be told no. I don't care what she got to say. "Come on baby, let me just put the tip in" I pleaded making her laugh. I smacked my lips. Fuck this shit.

I picked her up and put her over my shoulder and told everyone that we were out. She was kicking and laughing. She ain't gone be laughing when I whip this thang out on her ass. This what she get for teasing me.

We got to the house and I carried her to me room and threw her on my bed.  We bouta get into some real freaky shit up in heaa! I ripped her dress off and she got mad. Fuck that dress I'll buy her 20 more. She took my clothes off. Now it's time to get to work!

The next morning

I woke up before she did. I just stared at her beautiful face. I think I really love this girl. Like really in love with her. I just wanna give her the world. Damn she got a nigga sprung bad!

Wait... did I put a condom on last night? Well it doesn't matter, I heard her say something about her being on birth control the other day, we straight.

I drifted back off to sleep

Shayna POV

I was awaken by my ringing phone. I looked over to see Desean still sleeping. I must've wore that ass out last night huh?

I answered my phone to be greeted by the receptionist from my gynecologist clinic. "Hi, Mrs. Carter, I was calling to make sure that you knew that your birth control appointment is next week on Thursday at 1. Will you be able to make it?" She asked. "Yes ma'am I'll be there. This is my first time getting on birth control, are you guys going to tell me the different options that I can take? " I asked her. "Yes ma'am the doctor will go over all of that during your appointment" she answered. "Ok thank you. And have a nice day" I said back hanging up. I had to ask. The way Desean been tearing my ass up, I need this shit. I'm not ready for a baby.