Thuggin' Love

Chapter 17

WARNING THIS CHAPTER IS GRAPHIC. IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE SEXUAL CONTENT, DO NOT READ.

Shayna POV

In the two months that has passed, my stomach has grown a lot! I don't think it's supposed to be this big right now. I remember my mom getting pregnant at one point. At about 3 months pregnant, her stomach was flatter than mine. She then lost the baby though. My dad beat her so bad that she miscarried. I wonder what life would've been like had that baby lived. I could've had someone to confide in, at my worse times. But the past is the past and that's where it should stay.

Today is Lisa and I first day of school. Well college. Lisa been on that fuck shit lately. I most likely think its because that bitch nigga she been fuckin round with. I know I said that was going to stay out of it, but I had to tell her something about it. She might actually be dumb when it comes to niggas. This girl is obviously blind to not see what type of nigga she fuckin with. When I talked to her about it, we had a blowout. Bitch really tried to get mad. She lucky I'm pregnant I would've clocked her dumb ass. She barely comes home now. See her parents better not try to come at me wrong when her body come up floating in the ocean somewhere. Oooo this bitch here. Imma rest my nerves. Can't be putting stress on my baby.

I did my hygiene stuff and put my clothes on. I like walkin around naked. I just feel so free! Tehe. I fixed my hair up in a tight bun on top of my head. Put on my nerd glasses. Grabbed my keys to my matte purple Range Rover. And headed to school. I hope Lisa goes to school today too. I really want her to accomplish something while she's out here.

Later that day

I am so tired! My feet hurt, I'm hungry, I'm so horny, Im angry and I don't know why. Ugh! Going to school and having these raging hormones is going to kick my ass! I just need some relaxation.

I got home and ran myself a beautiful bubble bath. I lit candles, played a lil music and soaked my frustrations away. I was enjoying my relaxing bath until I heard a loud bang. I was instantly awaken from my thoughts. I got up to see what the fuck that was. I got up out of the tub and dried myself off. I wrapped my robe around me. I went to the dresser and pulled out my gun. After that shit went down with G-May, I bought one.

I cocked my gun ready to blast a bitch. "Whoever the fuck is in this bitch gone get their done blasted!" I yelled to alert the intruder that I knew he/she was there. "Shayna it's me Lisa" Lisa said with her hands in the air in a surrendering position. Shayna gave a relieving sigh. "Ah, shit girl. My pregnant ass almost capped yo ass" Shayna admitted to Lisa. Shayna looked over at her once gorgeous friend. Her once golden skin was now pale and wrinkled. Almost like she had the life scared out of her. What the fuck is up with her?

"Lisa honey are you ok?! You look... bad. I think you need to see a doctor or something" I said grabbing her hand. She snatched it away from me and looked at me with so much hate. "Bitch get off of me. I'm good. I'm Gucci honey. I'm going to my room. And don't fuckin bother me" she stormed off into her room and slammed her door. What the fuck is up with this bitch?! She gotta be smokin that shit to be talkin to ME like that!

Lisa POV

The room was spinning. My stomach churrned. I scratched my arms where the needle was just in. Oh God what had become of me?!

Ro and I gave been havin the time of our lives these past few months! We've been at every party, every bar, every club. I've experienced things that I've never thought I'd be doing before!

Flashback

I sat on Ro's red sofa, smokin from my blunt, enjoying my view. Bitches were everywhere. Naked bitches. I licked my lips at the sight.

--A few nights earlier, Ro wanted one of his girls to fuck me while he watched.
I didn't want to at first but he gave me some Hennessy. I saw something tiny fizzling at the bottom of the cup. I didn't think anything of it and drunk it. A few minutes later, I felt amazing! I laid back and watched as the girls' head bobbed between my legs. She flicked her tongue across my clutch and dug her fingers in and out of me. Sending pure euphoria through my body. I felt my walls tighten up around her tongue that was now deep into me. I soon released my sweet juices all over her face. "Wow". Was all I could say. --

I looked around at all of the girls. I wondered how they got into the position they were in now.

Ro sat next to me. Cutting up cocaine. He told me what he did for a living. I was taken back at first but I was too in love with him to back away.

"Babe. I want you to try this for me. This shit is going to make you feel like a million bucks! Everyone here took it. You're even smokin it right now, in that blunt" Ro said to me. I'm not too fluent on these street drugs buy that shit dont look too safe, I thought to myself. But I was already smokin it. I feel good now. "Ok baby" I said.

He tied a rubber band around the top of my arm, filled the vile up with the melted drug. He tapped my arm to make the vein pop out. Then he slowly inserted the needle into the exposed vein. I flinched a little when he did this. "It's ok baby girl" Ro said as he pushed the drugs into my system.

I instantly felt the drug take over me. I felt so ALIVE!

I danced with the girls. Fucked a couple of them. Even had a 4 some with Ro.

A few men came over while I was laying in Ro's bed, unable to move. The high was coming down. It felt like my body was bleeding from the inside out. I started seeing shit. Or so I thought.

The men came over to the bed. All I could do was stare at them. Ro was in the corner of the room, just watching. Two men took off their clothes and ripped the covers from my naked body, exposing me to the world. I already knew what was about to happen. I wanted so badly to get out of there. To run, but my body just wouldn't budge.

All I could do was lie there as the men took turns thrusting themselves in and out of every hole in my body...

Four hours passed and the men were gone. I laid there crying and shivering in my own blood that the men caused to shove out of my body. Then in walks Ro, counting hundreds of dollars. "You did good baby girl" Ro said then walked out of the door.

I had just been pimped out...

I laid in the corner of my room scratching my arms and rocking back and forward. Staring at the syringe that once held the drug that I shot into my arm. The pain... it would all be over soon..