Rock Starz

21| The Rock Starz On Tour

"And even though, I'm obnoxious and dumb. Warriors, I'm still strong!" James sang Nathan and Devon's song at the top of his lungs, knowing it meant a lot to both of them.
"Even though I have no idea, where the fuck I belong. Adults, I'm still young. Warriors, I'm still strong." Nathan started the guitar solo and Lynx and James started singing a simple melody together. Devon went wild on the drums and Isaiah brought the low notes to the song on his bass.
"Left the army years ago, to go and write some songs. And even though I don't serve my country, warriors, I'm still strong. Adults, I'm still young." There was deafening applause and James smiled and ran a hand through his hair that had grown all year long to almost his shoulders. The drumsticks that had just been beating the drums now lay still in Devon's hands. He looked up at the crowd, over his drums, and saw banners with his name on them. He smiled slowly as he noticed how loudly everyone was screaming for his song. He grinned and Isaiah gave him a proud nod.
"Thank you London! You've been amazing to us! Let's end the night with the last song." James grabbed the mic stand and Devon started drumming again, playing the intro to I Wanna F You. The crowd went wild and James started jumping up and down enthusiastically. James had had to sing this song many times in the past. He got bored at times when he had to repeat the same words over and over. He focused on the cameras as he sang, sticking his tongue out and making certain looks that he knew would look attractive to all the teenage girls who were horny for him.
"I wanna f you! I wanna effing, effing, f you! Hey girl let me f you! Let me effing, effing, f you!" James winked at a few girls and realised that the person he was actually interested in was right next to him on stage. He grinned and walked over to Nathan.
"I saw a guy, behind a guitar. I already saw him from afar, I was like hey Nate, I wanna F you." Nathan didn't hear what James was saying through his earpieces, which were playing the metronome to keep him on tempo. When James walked over to him grinning, he just smiled back. Assuming he was singing the original lyrics to the song.
"I wanna f you! I wanna effing, effing, f you. Hey Nate! Let me f you! Let me motherfucking f you!" James held the microphone tightly as he moved closer and closer to Nathan. The two stood facing each other with two guitars between them. Nathan started the guitar solo and James held his microphone between the two, as they always did around this time of the song. The two continued singing the song together.
"I wanna f you! I wanna effing, effing, f you!" The two of them shouted to each other. James grinned at Nathan as soon as the two had finished singing. The guitars ripped through the speakers and the audience moved along to the music. Just before the big breakdown James grabbed Nathan's jaw and pressed his mouth right on Nathan's. Nathan suddenly forgot how to play the instrument he had been playing for years and he could no longer hear anything except his heartbeat and the rhythmic tapping in his ear. As soon as James pulled back and looked Nathan in the eye grinning Nathan became confused, he nervously smiled back at him. Everything seemed to go in slow motion. James walked away from him while he continued singing and playing the guitar. Nathan also picked up the rhythm again out of sheer panic and he played the outro of their last song.
As his fingers glided over the strings he stared down a bit startled. What was that?
The song was over and James thanked the audience, the five musicians stood next to each other and they put their arms over each other and bowed together. The five walked off and immediately took off their equipment. Nathan stormed off angrily towards the dressing room where he changed. Without answering a single question from his friends, he sat with them in silence in a taxi on their way to the hotel where they were staying.
The show they had just played was the last show of their tour in the UK. Their manager, Stephan, who they had recently hired, said that they should start small so that when they continued to tour, all the tickets would be sold out.

Once everyone had the keys to their hotel room, the rock stars walked upstairs.
"Guys, I know we've talked about this a lot, but I don't think I'd be comfortable staying in a big hotel room like this, all by myself." Lynx said softly. Isaiah sighed dramatically and then looked at his friend.
"You can sleep with me." He managed to say with difficulty and Lynx jumped up and down from excitement. Isaiah opened the door to his room and Lynx almost ran inside.Devon also opened his door and let himself fall into bed with relief. When James opened his door and then wanted to close it again, a foot appeared between the gap.
"We need to talk." Nathan said with a serious look. James sighed tiredly and opened the door for him.
"What was that on stage?" Nathan asked, standing with his back to James.
"A performance Nathan, I just made sure the girls had something to go crazy about. They like that, it makes them feel special. You know how it goes." Nathan turned around with a furious face.
"By kissing me, on the mouth?! What were you thinking?!?" James laughed a little.
"Well Nate, I'd tell you what I think." James twisted his neck in a circle so he could crack his neck. He did the same with his knuckles and walked closer to Nathan.
"We've done about twenty professional performances together now and I have to say, I think you're fucking hot." Nathan took a step back when he heard James speak.
"You see how easy that was? I admit that I'm into you. I accept that about myself. Just like I accept the fact that whatever happened at the lake house happened. So why can't you?" Nathan bit his lip in frustration.
"Because nothing happened." James sighed tiredly.
"Here we go again." He said, rolling his eyes.
"It happened about six months ago, James! Why would it matter?" James looked at Nathan in annoyance.
"Fine, I'll tell you what happened." Nathan's lips parted.
"You came into my room, drunk. You told me you knew what my problem was, that I would fancy you. I asked if you were interested in me too." Nathan looked away from James's eyes.
"Stop." He said softly.
"You said you were curious about me. And then you kissed me." James looked at Nathan bitterly, Nathan didn't dare look directly into James's eyes.
"Stop." Nathan said again in the same tone as before.
"You kissed me on my mouth," Nathan became uncomfortable with the explanation. "You took my clothes off, I took yours off. And then you fucked me, Nathan." Nathan sighed shakily. James leaned close to Nathan. Nathan felt intimidated by him.
"You didn't close your eyes for a moment, you were enjoying yourself. I've never seen you enjoy anything as much as you enjoyed me, Nathan. Why can't you just accept that?" James looked down at Nathan with a grin. Nathan stood up straighter, so that the two were eye to eye.
"Why can't you accept that you fancy me?" Nathan cleared his throat and tried to appear dominant.
"Because I don't." James grinned, he just had to hold back a laugh. James licked his lips and nodded.
"Okay. If you don't want to answer the question honestly. Then I'll ask your body." Nathan frowned, clearly not knowing what James was up to until he felt his hand press against his jeans. Nathan inhaled sharply and James pressed his wet lips to Nathan's neck. Nathan felt his hair stand on end and his heart pounded harder and harder.
"J-James." He faltered. James kissed Nathan's neck and slid his hand into Nathan's pants.
"Admit it Nathan." James whispered in Nathan's ear.
"Tell me you like me." Nathan swallowed audibly and James grinned his white teeth. He moved his hand slightly in Nathan's pants and Nathan sighed.
"I already have my answer." He then said with a grin. He started to pull his hand back until suddenly a hand stopped him. James looked at Nathan amusingly. Nathan's heart was racing and he took an indifferent breath. He looked at James shyly and he let his lips slide apart. He didn't know what to say again so he just stared into James's bright blue eyes. James enjoyed Nathan's gaze, and remained patiently silent.
"I want," he said softly. James raised his eyebrows. The silence was ringing in Nathan's ears and he enjoyed how far James's hand was still in his pants. "I want to be with you." Nathan said softly. James nodded. "You're with me." Nathan sighed in frustration at all the words and their meanings, he just didn't know how to make a sentence.
"I want," He started again. He swallowed again and he let his other hand gently move towards James's shoulder.
"I want you."