Rock Starz

22| The Guitarists

"I know." James whispered back softly, he pressed his forehead against Nathan's. Nathan sighed and could no longer hold back his physical desires, he pressed his mouth sharply against James's and James pulled both hands back to hold Nathan.
Nathan kissed with passion and lust, which pleased James. He pulled at Nathan's sweater and the two released each other's lips to pull it off, completely. They looked into each other's eyes and it was only a second that they needed to find their way back to each other's lips. Nathan's heart was racing and he only got more excited. He felt like he was about to explode. As soon as he felt James's hands at his trousers he moaned into his mouth.
James was pleasantly surprised by the sound and he started to undo Nathan's jeans. The fabric slid off his skin and Nathan put his fingers in James's hair. Their lips slid over each other as if they would never touch again. As if this was the last moment they would be able to feel each other like this. As if they would ignore each other for another half year like before.
"Bed." Nathan managed to say and the two of them fell onto the made bed that was far too white and smelled far too fresh to ever feel completely safe. The two of them threw themselves onto each other knowing that they were the only thing they found familiar in the entire room.
All the clothes flew towards the floor and Nathan felt a sick feeling in his stomach, but it felt good in a way, even though he felt like he was being filled with a bag of butterflies that tickled him from the inside and sought a way out through his stomach.
James lay on his back as Nathan's body entered his. Nathan pressed his lips against James's again, because he gave in, to everything. He couldn't think about anything else now that he was with James. The only thing he paid attention to was him. The taste of his mouth, and the feeling of his body so close to his.
James's hands slid over Nathan's back. Nathan pulled his lips back and James's eyes opened, along with his mouth. He moaned in pleasure and Nathan panted from the effort.
"Nathan." James whispered, his eyes half closed from all the pleasure.
"James." Nathan moaned back. Nathan was astonished by the sight he now saw in front of him. James's hair hiding all the white of the pillow, his long lashes pointing towards the ceiling. His blue eyes looking at him longingly. He had seen that look before, Nathan knew it. Back at the lake house. It was that look. That look he saw now, and so often in between those periods of time. James telling him that he knew what Nathan wanted. And he was right, James was right.
"Nathan." He said a little louder now. Nathan licked his lips and continued to thrust his body into James's. Funny how something so simple and perhaps so obvious was so hard to let through. James was right, he wanted him, he wanted all of this. He wanted James completely.
God, if only he could write a song right now.
"James." Nathan moaned suppressively. He felt the buildup to a climax and he clenched his muscles for a moment.
"Fuck." Nathan moaned shortly after. Their foreheads touched and they looked deeply into each other's eyes. Nathan straight down, James diagonally upwards. Nathan began to moan louder the closer he got and James did the same. The climax was reached and Nathan squeezed his eyes shut from the effort. He caught his breath and as soon as his heart rate normalised he slowly opened his eyes.
"Shit." He panted, James looked at him.
"Nathan." He whispered back before grabbing Nathan by the neck and planting his lips on his.Nathan fell down on the other side of James after the kiss and pulled his underwear over his hips. He lay on his side and looked at James.
"Do you remember, now?" James asked with a grin. Nathan laughed softly. He reached out and placed his hand on James's arm.
"How could I ever forget?" James bit his lip and tilted his head.

"Everyone ready to go home?" Lynx asked sentimentally with a smile after the rock stars had officially finished their first ever tour.
"Please, just start the engine." Devon whined and Isaiah did as he was asked. The car was quiet except for the radio, which was playing softly. As soon as their well-known song I Wanna F You started playing, Devon sighed in annoyance.
"Can you turn the radio off?" Isaiah sighed at Devon's whining but did as he was asked. Devon sat with Nathan and James in the backseat and it was now uncomfortably quiet in Isaiah's car.
"So, we're famous now and we're in Isaiah's van?" Nathan asked then.
"I think there's something beautiful about that. That we've still remained modest." Isaiah gave a small chuckle and Devon looked outside in annoyance.
"Modest yes, I'm going to get my license as soon as possible and then buy a big Volkswagen." Devon said proudly. Nathan had forgotten how much money he suddenly had.
"I'm also thinking about a new car." Isaiah said softly. Lynx looked up immediately.
"Are you sure? This one was your uncle's." Isaiah nodded slowly.
"It's time I let it go." Lynx looked at Isaiah with a sad smile.
"That's very nice, Isaiah." He said softly and sincerely. Then he thought back to staying in Isaiah's hotel room.
"Is that because of our Tarot session?" Isaiah grinned.
"Who knows, maybe I'm a lot more airy-fairy than I thought." Lynx grinned at his friend with satisfaction and then looked back at the road.
"And what are you guys going to buy?" Devon asked Nathan and James. The two were both startled out of their thoughts and looked at Devon in surprise.
"Huh, what?" Nathan asked distractedly, who was sitting in the middle.
"What you're going to buy, now that you're more or less rich." Nathan thought for a moment and James also tried to think of an answer.
"I don't know," Nathan began wearily. "I think I'll just save up a bit. Who knows, I might even buy my own house, in the city." He then said sleepily.
"And you, James?" James licked his lips and thought for a moment.
"I think I'm going to save up too." He then said completely out of it. Devon looked at them with a frown.
"What's up with you two? Did you have any sleep at all?" Nathan licked his lips now too and James grinned at the memory.
"Never mind. Lynx? What are you planning to do with all that money?" Lynx looked over his shoulder at Devon.
"I'm going to give it all to charity." Devon looked at him in disbelief.
"No." He said softly.
Lynx nodded seriously. "There are people who need it way more than I do, Devon. Life is so unfair and with all the money I make I can make a big difference in making the world a better place."
Devon leaned his head against the car seat."Of course you can, Lynx." He said softly. "Of course you can."

Eventually the band arrived at Nathan's house.
"Nathan." James grabbed Nathan's arm.
"Can I stay with you?" He asked softly. Nathan felt his heart pounding faster, even though James had done that many times before. In fact, he always did it when he was dropped off so the rest of the band wouldn't have to see his huge house.
"Yeah, of course." He said softly. The two got out and said goodbye to everyone. Eventually they were standing in front of the house with their bags.
"I have to be home tomorrow for a family thing, so I'm going to call Ferdinand soon and he can come pick me up." Nathan thought about what he was saying.
"Or you can stay the night." He said softly and shyly. James slowly started to grin.
"You didn't suddenly forget last night? Did you now?" James asked to be sure. Nathan grinned.
"That's why I'm inviting you. I think I need to refresh my memory." The grin on James's face grew wider. Suddenly the front door flew open and Clara came running out.
"Nathan! I saw you on TV! You were amazing!" Clara threw her arms around her younger brother and Nathan smiled.
"I'm so proud of my little rock star." Nathan felt joy flow through his entire body, and only then did he realise how much he had missed this boring house on the edge of the forest. And his sister too, of course.
"And you too, James!" Clara went from one guitarist to the other. James was startled when Clara hugged him. He patted her back a few times in surprise.
"Yes, thank you." He said shyly. Finally she let go.
"You guys were really great, now come in, tea's ready." Nathan frowned at James when he heard that.
"Tea? It's summer, Clara-" But Clara was already pulling Nathan toward the front door.