H E A T H E R
"What?" He snapped.
"Jai!" I smiled because after a month he finally answered.
"What the fuck do you want?" He snapped again.
"I want to talk to you"
"I'm busy" he hung up.
I sighed.
I think he is over reacting but I mean I also understand.
I couldn't really get up because I had to rest. It was a struggle to get my phone and to go to the bathroom. I had to stay in a diet and it's very annoying.
I have nobody.
Not once has Jai tried to ask if I was okay or if I need anything.
That's how much I feel the love.
I turned the music on shuffle on my phone play because that's all that I've been doing lately.
Fifteen minutes had past and I couldn't help myself from calling him again.
"What the fuck do you need?" He answered straight away.
"Please, I need to talk to you" I tried to say.
"Jai! Hurry up" I heard Daniel yell in the background.
"You have a minute" he quickly says.
"Please come back, we can fix this"
"We can't fix what's already done" he said calmly.
"Maybe we can't fix that but we can pretend it never happened.
"Why did you do it?" He asked with a hint of annoyance. "You FUCKING KNEW... You knew I hate that. You know how I feel about that. You kill a human being. It's like you go and kill your mom or your sister. The same thing"
"I was stupid"
"Your minutes over"
"No!" I quickly yelled.
"Jai please hurry everyone is waiting" a females voice.
"Who's that?" A tear fell
"None of your fucking business" he spat.
"Don't be like this"
"Why not?" He angrily responded.
"Please Jai" I started sniffling. "You're the only one I have left. Don't do this to me" I look up at the ceiling trying to stop the tears. "I have nobody. I need you Jai. I'm sorry"
"If you don't kill the other baby you'll have someone"
"I lost it" I whispered.
There was a long silence.
"Jai?"
I heard him sigh.
"Great, well now you can go kill yourself"
That shut me right up.
No more tears.
"Do you mean that?" I asked concern.
"Everything would be easier if you weren't in my life"
"I'm sorry"
"Well I have to go. And if I didn't make it clear. You and I aren't a thing anymore."
"I love you" I said to him but I didn't get it back.
"Sorry for bothering you" I whispered.
He just hung up.
