Do you ever get that feeling of guilt?
It's constantly been the only feeling I keep getting.
I feel like everyone is judging me.
Knowing that Nicole has the one thing I didn't want anyone to know about.
Why would she get it?
How did she know about it?
What is it you may ask... well not saying.
I was picking at my white nails.
"Are you alright?" James asked.
"Huh?!" I look up at him.
"I asked if you were fine?"
I nodded my head.
"Of course I am" I faked smiled.
"What's bothering you?" He asked.
I shook my head. I looked out the window.
It was pouring outside so we were waiting for it to calm down a bit.
Jai's point of view.
She put me back into the friend zone.
I see her with other guys but she keeps messing with my head. I don't know if she wants to be with me or not.
I always end up in the friend zone.
She's all that I want. The only one I want.
I can't see her with anyone else.
I'll win her over and that's for sure.
No more friend zone.
I was suppose to take her out today but it was pouring and she was stuck at a store with James.
I went up to my room since it didn't look like it was going to stop anytime soon.
I sit on one of my chairs and just watch as the rain falls and hits the window.
This weather makes me want to have Heather in my arms and just watch movies and talk all night long.
H E A T H E R
We were still stuck at the store.
I was getting pretty tired of all the questions James kept asking so I'm about to run for it.
I walked towards the door and James on my trail.
I took my heels off and watched the rain for a bit longer.
"Aren't you afraid of your makeup running or something?" James asked.
"I don't give a shit about that right now. I can clean my face later" I said.
He laughed.
"Ready to run for it?" I asked him.
"If you are" he said looking at me. I nodded my head.
The car was about five minutes away.
"Let's go" I opened the door and began running towards where the car was.
The streets were deserted. It was easier to get to the car. A couple of people ran the opposite direction trying to get to their cars.
We made it to the car in about three minutes.
"Hurry and open the car" James yelled from the other side of the car.
Shit. I didn't think this through. I quickly opened my purse and looked for the keys. I couldn't find them so I checked my pockets. I checked the side of my purse and found them.
