Happy New Year everyone! To more years with you!
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I was limping as I tried to get to the bathroom. Ang sakit-sakit ng buong katawan ko at parang gusto ko na lang humiga sa sahig para magpahinga at matulog. But I wanted to clean up first. Nikolaj's dried blood was still on my body and his juices were dripping at my back. Namula ang mukha ko nang maalala ang nasa likod ko.
Gosh! Ngayon pa talaga ako namula.
Nikolaj did what he warned me. He really did fuck me hard and rough. Eto nga at halos hindi ako makalakad papuntang banyo without groaning and wincing with every move I made. Nanginginig pa ang mga tuhod ko dahil hindi pa kumakalma ang katawan ko sa nangyari sa pagitan naming dalawa. But I needed to clean up first so I could have a good night's sleep.
"I'll just order dinner for us."
I yelped with surprise as I turned around when I heard Nikolaj's voice. Dahil masakit ang katawan ko ay nawalan ako ng balance sa pag-ikot but he was quick as he took few strides towards me and caught me in his arms. I tried to push him away as I was naked as a baby pero nakapirmi ang isang braso n'ya pakiot sa bewang ko at ang isa ay nakahawak sa braso ko. He helped me stood up before he let me go at hindi ko alam kung paanong takip ang gagawin ko sa hubad kong katawan.
"You scared me!" I panted as I tried to hug my body to cover myself.
Noong una ay nakakunot lang ang noo n'ya habang nakatitig sa akin. Parang nagtataka sa kung anong ginagawa ko. But then he smirked and there was playfulness in his eyes. He even made a show of looking at me from head-to-toe and I swear, ramdam na ramdam ko ang init ng bawat mga titig n'ya. I even saw hunger in his eyes as if he wasn't satisfied with what we did earlier!
"I already saw more than that, Xanthe. My cock was inside of you just a moment ago, remember?" may pang-aasar sa tono n'ya.
I glared at him but he just chuckled. I forced myself to stare at his face as he was standing in his full glory, naked and all, in front of me too. Pero bumababa ang mga mata ko sa tattoo na nasa braso n'ya and I blushed hard when I remembered what part of him was tattooed too.
"You're blushing," pang-aasar pa n'ya talaga!
"Shut up!"
Tumalikod na ako at kahit na masakit na masakit ang buong katawan ko ay binilisan ko ang paglalakad papuntang bathroom. Nikolaj might've noticed it as he chuckled behind me. I tried to ignore the prickling sensation on my back as I was sure that Nikolaj was still eyeing my body.
"I was indeed rough, wasn't I?" he even dared to ask. Pinigilan ko ang sarili kong lingunin s'ya at pumasok na ng bathroom pero hindi ko muna tuluyang isinara ang pinto.
"I'll get clothes at my place later," I said. "Wala na pala akong clothes."
"Do you want me to go with you?"
Umiling ako pero naalala kong hindi n'ya pala ako nakikita sa loob ng bathroom.
"No. D'yan lang naman sa tapat.
"Alright. I'll order dinner for us."
"Okay."
Isinara ko na ang pinto at napabuntong-hininga. That was nerve-wracking. I know we already did the deed pero hindi ko talaga matagal ang titig n'uya. His black eyes always seemed blank pero ramdam na ramdam ko pa rin ang init ng mga titig n'ya. As if he wanted to devour me whole hanggang sa wala nang matira sa akin.
I stepped into the shower and turned on the heater. I groaned when warm water flowed through my body, easing my sore muscles. I just wished that Nikolaj had a bathtub here as the thought of soaking myself in the tub was so wonderful. But I already lost that privilege the moment I ran away from home when I was just eighteen years old. Kahit ang magpa-spa ay hindi ko na nagagawa.