Harry's Rose (3 books in one)

Chapter 15

I'm laying in my bed when there's a knock at my door I roll over to my other side and make sure my sleeves are down so nobody sees anything.

"Come in" I say

"I love your soups ready" Dad says

"okay I'll be down soon. thanks dad" I say

'Your welcome love" he says walking out

Dad shuts the door behind him and walks out of the room. I lay in bed for a few more minutes not knowing what to do because I can tell dad thinks something is up with me. I hope he just thinks that I'm sick and not because of my meds. I finally get out of bed and head down the long hallway to the stairs. I reach the bottom of the stairs and see mum and dad both in the kitchen listening to music. I'm kind of jealous that mum remembers the tour more than me. I mean she was a lot older and went on two tours with them. 

I went on two tours too but it was like three at the time. I sit down at the island and start eating my soup that dad made. it's my favorite. It's chicken noodle soup. I eat all of it and then place my bowl into the sink. I decide to go outside and sit on the hill to watch the sun go down. As I'm sitting there I see beautiful colors that the sky makes for everyone every night. It's wonderful how all the colors just blend together perfectly.

As I'm sitting here I start to feel the tears come out of my eyes but someone sits down next to me. I look the opposite way and quickly wipe my tears away. I turn my head to face the person and its mum.

"what are you doing out here alone" mum says

"I'm just enjoying the sunset" I say

"What's been going on" Mum says

"Nothing why" I say

"You came home early from school and Zayn said you slammed you bedroom door shut. Whatever happened I'm here for you" Mum says

"It's my medication" I say

"Did you loose it" Mum says

"No. I think the dose isn't right anymore because something happened" I say

"It's okay sweetheart. Your dad and I are here for you" mum says

Mum pulls me into her arms and I immediately start crying. I just couldn't tell her about the rape but I had to tell her about my medication. I hat feeling like this. I don't want Lilly to know I'm feeling like this. The tears just stream down my face and mum just holds me tighter than before. A while later I sit up out of mums grasp and stand up. we go back inside the house to see dad with the twins. They are watching a movie. Mum and I just sit down and watch the movie with them too. I know she's going to talk to dad about what I told her but I don't care.