Sweet tooth (sabriel AU)

Emotions... Ew.

Sam

The things he tells me about his life... I just want to kill Alastair and his mom and just.. Everyone who has ever hurt him. I may have only known him for a week, but damn, I just feel like I need to protect this boy from the world. And the way he was discriminated for being gay. He said that part really fast, so I almost didn't catch it, and he looks like he didn't want me to.

But I did.

And I have no clue why... But it makes me happy.

Gabe

Okay, so maybe I didn't tell him everything, but I sure as hell told him a lot. I told him about mom, I told him about Alastair. Well most things. Okay so only about the bullying... But anyways that's it. So really I guess I didn't tell him that much. Well it's still a hell of a big step for me okay??

I ended up crying in his shirt for the second time today. He probably thinks of me like I'm 3.

Damn it.

Not like he'd ever like me anyways.

I'm ugly.

Stupid

Weird

Worthless

Fat

Queer

Disgraceful

Weak

Broken

Failure

"Hey, hey, hey..." I hear a soft, smooth voice say. "Quit that, if your gunna scratch, scratch at me." I looked down, and noticed I was clawing at my arms. He grabbed them gently, his other hand behind my back, taking me over to the bed.

We had a TV at the bottom corner of the room, and Sam flicked it on. He lay beside me, and I burrow myself into his chest.

He smelled so much like... Well Sam. There is no other way to describe it.

And when he kissed my forehead, I knew for a fact that I liked him.

But I also knew he could never like me in that way. And all I wanted to do was cry. And I did.

He didn't know why, and I stained in shirt with tears, and eventually, he just took it off, and pulled me further into his bare chest.

And it just made me cry harder.

He pulled away a little, only enough to wipe away my tears. Then he pulled me back in, holding me like he was protecting me from the world.

"Please, promise me you won't do this anymore." He says, and I just let out a choked sob and nodded a little.

Sam

All I wanted was for him to be safe. Once he was asleep again, I slipped into a slight sleep... One where I was alert, not completely asleep, as if someone or something was going to hurt Gabriel while I slept.

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I went out later, just to get Gabe some dinner and bandages for... Ya...

And I ended up running into an unwanted thing.

"Sammy boy, shouldn't you bet getting better ready for my party?"

Hey guys, so I know it's short, but it's 5am and, I had to give you something. But anyways.... I love you guys... I'm so tired... Please help.

~Delilah~