"Go away," I croak out and try to hide my face behind my shaking hands.
Today they're being mean. I can feel them tugging at my blonde hair and pulling on my white smock.
"Go away!" I scream louder.
They make me cry every time. I need to learn to stop crying.
"Luke," they hiss and chant my name.
Their voices are deafening.
"Just please," I whisper and look up.
I see them in front of me and want to scream. I have no where to go. I hate how they always get me into the corner.
"Luke," the one closest to me spits.
I whimper and cower away.
"Such a coward, such worthless scum," another chimes in.
Their words squeeze at my heart and tears pour out. I feel one grab my foot and I scream. The door bursts open and they all vanish. They always vanish. Now in front of me is two armed guards. The woman behind them I knew very well.
"Mr.Hemmings, you're ok," she soothes.
I know she won't come near me or touch me. I'm used to her fake sympathy by now.
"It's time for your therapy session, Mr.Hemmings," she says.
I don't respond. I hate people. They're all too judgmental. I stand on shaky legs. I allow them to handcuff me. They don't care if that in the beginning I told them I wouldn't hurt them.
"Safety precautions," Ms.Haul, that's her name, had said to me.
So I shut up. That's the last time I really talked to anybody. I soon realize I have completely lost track of what's going on in the present. I blink and look around. We've come to the therapy room. I know someone is still in there because they wouldn't let me go in just yet. So I stand and wait. I hadn't been going to the hour of social time they give us, so I didn't really know anyone. I can feel the butterflies in my stomach as the door opens and I hold my breath.
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Asylum {A 5sos fanfiction}
Hayran KurguAt first I thought I was normal. I thought the voices I heard were what everyone heard. I thought the things I saw, everybody did. I thought the way the shadows played with me one day, and brought me down another day, were normal. I thought that it...
