Crazy

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Singing at the top of my lungs will walking home trying to forget all that happened. Yet every time I tried to forget it just pushed the memories forward. Closer to crying each time. "I'm home," I yelled not that anyone cared. Dropping my bag walking to my room. Grabbing my laptop turning on Spotify with the volume fully up.

Laying down as I cry my eyes out. So many years and she finally got to me. When I finally stop crying I go to a mirror. Smiling with my two fingers making it bigger. My dad always said a girl that's quit and smiles is more attractive then a girl that gets into trouble. I laugh, "like that's going to help now."

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