Him ↠ afi

"Did that tickle?"

September 5, 2015

When I woke up, Luke and Abel were in my living room. They were all welcomed into my house since I'm always here alone and my parents were fine with that. Today was Saturday so I thought we could hang out or get drunk, either one. I honestly don't know where Luke gets all the Corona from but keep it coming. I admit it's probably not the best way to cope with shit but it helped me.

"Pass me one." I said to Luke as I pulled my hair up into a bun.

"Someone's bossy today." Luke stated sarcastically and all I could do was roll my eyes at his comment. 

After an hour, we were all drunk  to a point where Luke had passed out on the couch. Abel had his face
In the tv watching too cute which had baby puppies playing with a toy.

"Abel, I'm tired as fuck so I'm going to bed." I told Abel as I walked up the stairs. I had gotten up at 2 in the afternoon. 

I was upset that Ashton just ditched us, specifically me.

I understand that I'm not 'to die for' pretty or dateable but atleast give me some respect. Ashton and Jessica made it obvious that they were dating after a one night stand.
I just need to stop worrying about it.

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September 7, 2015

I stayed in bed all of Sunday minus me getting up to eat or pee. Monday hit and all I could think was "holy shit! I'm 18."

When I checked my phone, Ashton had sent about 100 texts and had called about the same amount. I really didn't want to talk to him right now.

I was currently playing 'wake me up when September ends' by green day while driving to school.
I had already gotten 30 "happy birthday" texts from people, just not the one person that was constantly on my mind. Ashton.

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After school, Luke and I followed Abel to his house so he could leave his car and I can take them with me to get my tattoo.

My tattoo that I wanted was the outline of Australia on my hipbone because Australia is my birthplace. (Photo in the header of this chapter.)
(I don't know how tattoos feel like when you get them and I have no experience so just bare with me.)

I was holding Luke and Abel's hand the whole time because I was nervous. I was still ignoring Ashton because I think we will be better off not talking or being friends anymore.

After I got my tattoo, (which hurt like hell since I have a bony hipbone) Abel, Luke, and I went to my house to hang out and have a small party.

Michael and calum arrived an hour after we got to my house. I had changed into some acid washed, high-waisted skinny jeans with slits in the legs and a rainbow tie dye t-shirt with the word 'rad' on it. My hair was down and freshly brushed.

I don't know how many people the boys invited but it wasn't more than 40 which was great.
An hour into the party, I had about 4 coronas already and I was feeling the buzz.
(Never had experience with alcohol so just go with it)

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I was just hanging out in the kitchen when Abel walked in. The party had been going on for about 3 hours now and there was all kinds of club music playing. 

Luckily my living room was a good size because everybody was dancing there.

Most of the people were good friends of mine or I knew them from school.

"How's your 18th birthday going?" Abel asked with a grin on his face.

"Great." I said excitedly. I lunged at Abel so I could hug him.