If You Only Knew : A woosan fanfiction

Confession

I.L.Y
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Howl<pirateking@gmail.com>
      To Wooyoung

I am not sure how to tell you. But there's something I've been keeping from you. I never told you before cause I just didn't want to ruin what we have right now. But, for the past few days I've just got this feeling that if I keep hiding this, I might end up losing you. If that happens I don't think I can bare it.

I've lost so much already and you were the one person who kept me going, even at my lowest moments I always leaned over to you. I don't think I can possibly go on living without you.
I think I should stop beating around the bush and give it to you straight. I think I'm falling in love with you.

Now, before you freak out, please here me out. I know, it sounds insane. You have no idea how much I tried to deny it myself. It's also one of the reasons why I have been delaying our meet up. I'm just a little worried that you might be disappointed when you meet me in person.

I have been more open to you than to anyone I have ever known. I don't know what it is about you. I know that opening up to a someone you don't know in person is lot easier, but that's not the only reason you've managed to draw me in. It's the comfort your words offer that warms me to the core, it's your ridiculous jokes that make me laugh till my stomach aches even though they're so stupid, it's the way you know what it takes to make me feel better in an instant, it's the way you make me want to achieve something great, it's the way you made me want to pursue happiness again.
You saved me.

I understand that this is a lot to take in. And I don't need your answer any time soon. But I do want you to give me a chance.

Till then, I'll be as patient as you want. Even if a year passes or a decade, I don't think I could ever stop waiting for you.

Love,
Howl
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Wooyoung's PoV

I keep re-reading the email over and over just to make sure that I read it right.

Howl is in love with me? Since when? What the hell is going on? Please howl, tell me it's a prank!

I frantically start composing a reply, but what am I supposed to write back? I don't know how I feel about this. I keep typing and deleting each sentence I come up with. Nothing seems to be a good enough reply.

You know what's worse, I have a date with Felix tomorrow night. I was planning on testing things out with him but now this!

"What's wrong?" Yunho scares the shit out of me by popping out if nowhere.

How does he keep doing this?

"What the hell Yunho! How long have you been here!?!"

"Not long. What's bothering you? You seem really tense nowadays." He takes his seat right next to me, on the balcony, poring himself a cup of coffee from the kettle.

I sigh.

"It's...nothing. Who doesn't have drama in their life? Speaking of drama, are you ever going to tell me about this mystery lover of yours?" I raise a cocky eyebrow at Yunho, a tiny smirk forming on my lips making Yunho blush.

"It's not official. We just get together and....hang out sometimes." He says, avoiding eye contact trying to chose his words with caution.

I narrow my eyes at him.

"That's it? that's all you're going give me? I swear to god, you better get yapping or else I'm gonna-" Yunho's phone interrupting me, ringing loudly from inside the room.