Twin ~ SKZ 9th member

Part 19 ~ Your Fault

"WHAT? Why didn't you tell me earlier? I could have helped." Chan said. There was no telling whether he was mad, angry, or disappointed.

"I'm sorry" was all Sae could say before she fell to the floor again and started sobbing.

Minho didn't know what to do or say. He just stood there watching his sister breaking down. He had spent so long trying to prevent this from happening. All he wanted to do was take away all of the pain from his sister, double it, and give it to his parents. They were the cause of all of it. Her entire life.

"Hey it's okay. We will all figure this out. It's not your fault, don't blame yourself." Chan wrapped his arms around the devastated figure in front of him. "Let's go back to the entertainment with the others so we can sort this all out."

Upon entering the entertainment, all of the members immediately ran to JYP's office trying to figure out what to do next. He called a team of body guards and told them to stay in their practice room while they figured it all out. JYP ordered one of his assistants to gather as many blankets and pillows they could as they couldn't return to the dorm to get anything for the night.

In the practice room, the atmosphere was tense. The fear was radiating off of all of their bodies. They didn't feel safe anymore even with all of the bodyguards that surrounded them. 

Midnight was quickly approaching and none of the members had any intentions of falling asleep. They all stared blankly at each other not knowing what to do. This seemed to be the theme of the next few days. None of the members left the room, they didn't sleep, and they didn't eat. They were trapped in their minds trying to wrap their head around everything. Their dorm was completely destroyed, nothing but a few pictures was able to be saved. Lots of the members had personal things in their rooms that were given by family that were now all destroyed. 

"We need to do something eat, dance, sleep, something so we are not just sitting here for eternity." Sae said trying to get everyone up for the first time in days.

"No. WE do not need to do anything. This is all YOUR fault.  Hyunjin said. 

"Hyunjin you are tired and hungry you don't mean anything you said. Lets all get something to eat before we do something we regret." Chan said trying to diffuse the situation.

"All of this is because of Sae. We never should have let her into our group. I knew it was never going to work" Hyunjin replied. He would never blame anyone for anything they did. He never actually blamed Sae for any of it. He was mad. Not at Sae, but at the situation. At all the artwork he lost. At all the hundred of dollars worth of supplies he lost.

Chan grabbed the bag of food that had conviently appeared at that moment and shoved it towards Hyunjin. "Eat. Now"


All of the members had finally ate food after starving themselves.
"I'm so sorry Sae. I didn't mean anything I said earlier. I'm so scared now. You said this is only the second inchident and it has already escalated so much. I'm sorry." Hyunjin appoligized and hugged Sae.

"It's okay I am too. Let's get some sleep"

The members gathered all the blankets and pillows and brought them to the center where they all laid down for the first time in forever. Jeongin, felix, hyunjin, and minsung fell asleep almost instantly. The two groups had their own tangle of limbs laying on top of eachother.

"Hey Seungmin?" Changbin whispered.

"Hmm?" The younger replied.

"Is it okay if I hold you? I can't sleep without hugging anything and there isn't any extra pillows."

"Ya sure" Seugmin replied being too exhausted to fully comprehend what was just asked of him and who said it. He gasped as he felt two strong arms pulling him closer.

"Thank you" Changbin said placing a kiss on his forehead. He was also too tired to realize what he did.

That left Chan and Sae. The last two to fall asleep out of the 9 members. Chan pulled her close in almost a protective manor wanting to keep her safe. It didn't take long before the two of the also fell asleep. The exhaustion from the stress of the last few days taking over them as the drifted into a deep slumber.