Chapter 10- Do I......Like Him?

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Ever since Friday I think I've been feeling ill because my stomach feels all queasy and my face gets all hot and red and my hands start to sweat but the true weird thing is

That only happens around Justin

I know.........crazy right....right?

I mean why do I feel that way around him.I mean most of the time I do feel sick when I see him but that is out of disgust but this sick.........is a different sick.........I feel sick in the head every time Im near him.

Whenever I see him my mouth shuts tight and my breathing increases.

I also notice new things about him like new little details when I see him.

Like when he gets upset he runs his hand through his hair and when he feels attacked he grits his teeth and before he shoots a basketball he pulls on his sock just a little- maybe for good luck.

I do not know what this is .....or maybe I do?

Suddenly Justin rounds the corner of the hallway and is walking my way. He walking like he has so much pride and it actually.....works for him.

I stopped in my tracks and my hands gets sweaty.I can still feel his hand in mine. ...

I try to open my mouth to say something but I just cant.

He walks pass me but not without saying.

"Wassup Totem Pole" and then he kind of waits for me to respond while I just stand there picking at my nails.

After a few seconds he just leaves leaving me there all flustered.OH MY GOD whats happening to me???

Do I......like him?

That idiot??I like him......

And then it finally hits me...the realization.

I DO like him.I like Justin. HOLY SHIT!!!

Why why why why why why????

Ever since that concert I could still feel the touch of his sweaty hand....that still felt like a boy's

But I promised myself that I would never fall for another short guy....

Ever since Carlos....

But shit......I can't help these feelings .I just can't

He may be a disrepectful idiot.........but he can be pretty nice some times.........and caring and he always keeps his word.........and today he looked kind of cute with the sweatband o- Oh shit I've got it bad

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