Josh's Pov
I've felt so empty lately, I fell asleep every night to the sounds of music as an attempt to soothe my soul and I woke up everyday the same. I was so tired. tired of everything.
morning
"shit."
I huffed, I was late for school, as always.
I rose from my bed, grabbed a black Nirvana shirt and some grey skinny jeans paired with some floral converse I had laying around.
I was coming from a rough night. my parents and I you see. always had put on some 'perfect family' act but we had issues. and a lot of them, I try not to let their words take over me though.
I pulled up to school after about 5 minutes of crying in my car I had friends but none of them really knew me . they thought I was a 'ray of sunshine' and such but I was just a sad guy with anxiety and colourful hair. blue to be exact.
this day however was interesting.
as I had met a new soul in advisory, I didn't know his name but he had a mysterious vibe that somehow was attracting me.
I didn't know his name of much about him, he had brown hair and deep brown eyes, he wore black today. and usually fell asleep in advisory.
my thoughts were suddenly interrupted by a voice
"Josh?"
the teacher called,
"um yes Sir?"
"answer the question, Josh"
"I'm sorry I was distracted Mr.Ross.."
"ugh whatever go back to 'work.'
i sighed. I wasn't 'teachers pet'
but after the convo with Mr Ross..
I noticed the mysterious boy in the corner chuckle and lay his head down.
god, he was cute.
what? no I like girls. right? oh god no I am not 'falling for a boy..' right?
god, my head's a mess.
bell rings
as I stepped out of the classroom I bumped into the mysterious boy,
"frick sorry man"
I said, looking up at the boys face,
oh my god
he smirked, "don't worry about it Josh"
he helped my pick up my things and walked away
wow he's hot
oh god no.
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