Tyler's Pov
Days with josh seemed longer, holding his hand through the parks, hearing him constantly calling me Joseph, which gave me butterflies.
I just I think I might love him?
I've never been in love but everything feels so right with him.
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Today was just another cold December night to me, my parents and brother didn't care to do anything, they didn't even remember it was my birthday but I was okay with Dun in my thoughts.
he was my universe.
I decided to go ahead, get off my ass and leave the house. I wore trashy clothes for the most part, a thin hoodie, beanie, jeans and vans.
I didn't bother to drive I just walked.
I didn't know where I was going I just knew it was somewhere, somewhere else, far from my trapped mind.
away from the closed walls of my room.
I landed in the park where the sun was setting, my birthday. I had fucked up birthdays, for the most part because of certain things that I keep buried. I never liked the thoughts of a birthday so I never told anyone when it was but I sure wish josh was here.. I'd try to forget those forsaken memories by anything, it just never worked out for me I guess.
i remember one birthday--
"TYLER???!"
"wha?"
I could puff out before I saw Dun, a blue haired boy running towards me, arms open to hold me?
me.
a smile big as the new moon smeared across my face and Josh's eyes, bright as the sun destined for tomorrow,
"Joseph,"
he smoothly said wrapping up in his firm hug, his head in the crook of my neck I smiled into the hug,
"josh."
I mumbled, thankful for his presence saving me.
"you're here." I said my eyes tearing up, a tear falling down my cheek, into the grass.
"of course I am, Tyler Joseph."
"I couldn't keep myself from coming, happy birthday, Joseph."
and before I knew it, his lips met mine his warm hands, planted on my face, my scrawny arms wrapped around his waist.
"I love you josh."
"I really do."
sorry for the crap chapter :-/
I'M GOING TO UPDATE MORE THANKS TO MY NEW PHONE :) :)
stay alive frens <3
Kat out *listens to badlands all day*
