Tyler's Pov
I had to admit Josh is sweet.
I don't know what we are.. friends?
more? no. Josh is surely straight.
right?
I was snapped out of my mind realizing reality. fuck.
he's here helping me while he has a party going on what the fuck
I'm such an inconvenience to everyone.
"Josh?"
"Yes?..."
"don't you have a party to get to?.. I mean why are you here ?"
"I'd rather be here with you then some party, Tyler." my heart stopped at those words.
"..oh"
"You know I only set up that party so I could talk to you...."
the boys said in a brief silence
"Josh, I know it's weird but.. I kinda missed you.."
"me too." Josh confessed.
the two boys connected their lips
the kiss lasted only a second or two as Tyler tried to kiss back.
he ended the kiss, running out of the room
"Josh?"
Tyler said, running after Josh, down the stairs to the ground door.
when Josh stopped, his hand on the knob.
"what's wrong"
"this was a mistake, Tyler."
I fell to the ground as Josh closed the front door.
this was a mistake, Tyler.
I'm a mistake
this just confirms that I'm a waste.
Josh doesn't like me it was all sympathy. he never liked me.
I knew it couldn't be true
he was too good to be true.
Tyler fell asleep that night crying.
-end-
a/n sorry it was short and sucky..
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