Chapter Five

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Tyler's Pov
I was awakened by someone.
I couldn't tell who.. everything was too blurry to see.

I finally recognized it as Josh?? Josh Dun?
what the frick happened??

he was doing something to me.
bandaging me? why??
I tried to speak but he took his finger to my lip, "hush Tyler Joseph."
what the hell was going on??
"Josh." I whispered,
"Were you crying?" his eyes were red and his cheeks turned to a shade of pink.
"I'm fine, Tyler Joseph."
"and You will be too."

I fell asleep laying in his lap, on the bathroom tile floor.

Josh's Pov
I walked into his bathroom to the sound of him crying.

On the floor there seemed to be a razor next to him??! and an pill bottle??!
God no. please. he deserves happiness.
it didn't look like too many pills were missing. thankfully.

I rushed over to Tyler.
"Tyler?? what did you do?" I practically screamed,
I knew damn well what he did.
I've gone through a similar pain.
I bandaged him up and disposed of the razor and pills in hopes of a better future for him.

he was suddenly gained conciseness.
he was trying to speak.

"hush Tyler Joseph." I said trying to calm him.

"Josh?" was the last thing he said while falling into a sleep in my lap.

God, he was cute when he slept.
wait. what the hell Josh?

but, I felt so bad this was all my fault I wasn't there.
we hadn't known each other for long but I just wanted to protect him.
is that weird?

i decided to get some sleep as well.
i bent my head to sleep. and closed my eyes. shut.

but before I got the chance, Tyler woke up. his face was stained with past tears.

"Josh why are you doing this for me? I'm so sorry." he said with a look of defeat.
"Tyler Joseph. I did this because we're friends."

are we just friends?
I don't know myself at all..

"also I want to make sure nothing happens to you. you don't deserve all this pain, Joseph."
I do.

-end-

a/n : sorry it was a lame chapter :(
thank you to the people who take time to actually read this :,)
I would really appreciate your thought on this chapter/ book and suggestions!

<3 |-/ stay alive, friends.

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